challenges and difficulties
Omarr both yearns for, and fears, being emotionally vulnerable with others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting himself be known in a deep way does not come easily to Sydney, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. Sydney Omarr is very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, is an important task for Omarr.
His fears revolve around money and material security, and Sydney Omarr works very hard to ensure that his assets are solid. He may be very conservative, even stingy, with his money because he is afraid there will not be enough. He may turn this fear around and become very shrewd about investments and financial matters.
Sydney has an inner conflict between idealism, hope, and faith in the future versus doubt and oppression by limitations and practical realities. Sydney Omarr needs to develop discipline and patience in order to achieve his aspirations. Omarr will grow by learning to accept frustration and to persevere in spite of obstacles.
Sydney Omarr strives and struggles a great deal with his ideals or spiritual aspirations. He may go through periods of self-denial, asceticism, and in-depth study of religious philosophy and spiritual practices, or he may lose heart and become cynical about religious ideals; however, he can never quite divorce himself from his idealistic concerns.
He is inclined to exercise self-control and tries to suppress his inner excitability or irritability. Omarr can be somewhat self-willed, though, and strive to be independent. If Sydney Omarr feels that someone is holding him down too much, he may suddenly break up the relationship.
He is likely to find it hard to make decisions, looking forward to the future with great enthusiasm on one hand, but afraid of misjudgments on the other. Never quite sure about anything, Sydney Omarr may withdraw from situations and people periodically.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Sydney Omarr instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Sydney Omarr needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
When under stress, Sydney Omarr is apt to shut off the flow of his emotions and ignore his needs and feelings in order to do what he perceives as his duty or simply what the practical realities of the situation dictate. This can lead to a certain rigidity and inflexibility. If overdone, self-control, self-discipline, or an exaggerated concern over what society, family or others expect of him, makes life more of a burden than an adventure.
Fostering his tender, caring, feminine, and nurturing aspects is an important step in Sydney Omarr's growth. Sydney Omarr needs to learn how to nourish and lovingly tend to both himself and others. Letting himself be taken care of sometimes is okay!
It is in fostering a personal vision or philosophy of life, whether through religious or philosophical studies, education or the wisdom of distant lands or cultures that Sydney Omarr is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Sydney Omarr needs to cultivate the qualities described above in this endeavor. Long distance communication and involvement with foreigners is likely to be significant to Omarr.
The following are specific activities that will support Sydney Omarr in his growth. These may or may not feel natural to Omarr, and he may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to his path to wholeness.
Sydney Omarr should care for and nourish children, plants, pets or other people. He needs to make a home, create and sustain strong relationships with his family or a community that can support him and give him a sense of safety and belonging.
Sydney Omarr should develop his listening skills and deepen his understanding and appreciation of women and their perspective. Sydney Omarr has to learn to trust his own feelings, intuitions and emotional needs. He needs to care for himself in an accepting, non-judgmental way.
It is in Sydney Omarr's best interest to take all that is good and helpful from his past and use it in a new way. (If he is so inclined, Sydney may want to explore the potential of past-life regression to tap into gifts he has already developed).
He needs to give and receive affection, love and pleasure (primarily with the qualities described previously). Sydney Omarr has to learn to respond to, appreciate and create beauty, art, harmonious surroundings and relationships. He needs to be aware of aesthetics and to do things in a gracious, pleasing manner. Sydney Omarr has to start enjoying life, nurturing friendships and cultivating his ability to love and to receive love.
Sydney Omarr's path to wholeness involves confronting his dark and hidden recesses, bringing them out into the open, and transforming himself in the process. Healing abilities develop as a result of Omarr's willingness to experience and transform deep emotions such as grief, anger, and pain. Furthermore, bringing light to the darkness and pain in the world without becoming overwhelmed by it is a significant challenge for Sydney.
Omarr makes a big impression on everyone he meets and has the ability to attract many people. Others find Sydney Omarr very fascinating and he is likely to see himself as their model or example in groups or associations.
Sydney Omarr has a very affectionate attitude toward others and the capacity to love a lot of people. There probably is a very deep bond between Sydney and his friends, and when he falls in love, Sydney Omarr is likely to love just as deeply.
Sydney has the power to influence people to his way of thinking and may forcefully try to obtain the leadership in his community. Others cannot help noticing him, and Sydney Omarr will probably be the leader in any clubs or associations he may decide to join.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Scorpio
Saturn in 2nd house
Jupiter Square Saturn
Saturn Square Neptune
Saturn Opposition Moon/Uranus
Saturn Opposition Mercury/Jupiter
N. Node in Cancer
N. Node in 9th house
N. Node Conjunct Moon
N. Node Conjunct Venus
N. Node Conjunct Pluto
N. Node Conjunct Venus/Pluto
N. Node Conjunct Venus/MC
N. Node Conjunct Pluto/MC