challenges and difficulties
Suzanne Wetlaufer has a great capacity for self-denial in the pursuit of a long-range goal. Suzanne is capable of hard work and persistent labor, but she may lack joyfulness and the ability to play. Suzanne Wetlaufer often feels burdened by life's demands and responsibilities, and may envy those who seem to attract what they want in life without a great deal of personal effort.
There is a very judgmental, stern, and uncompromising side of Wetlaufer's which may inhibit her a great deal. Suzanne Wetlaufer must avoid becoming heavy and cynical, or becoming a rather callous, sophisticated adult whose practicality and realism squeeze out the playful, imaginative side of life.
Suzanne Wetlaufer has a mature, disciplined, serious attitude toward life which colors everything she does. Caution and realism are her virtues though Suzanne limits herself at times by being too careful, shy, or fearful, and not believing in herself enough or being assertive when necessary. Others find Suzanne Wetlaufer difficult to get to know intimately, as Wetlaufer tends to distance herself from them or to put forth a rather stern, "adult" face to the world.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Suzanne Wetlaufer instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Suzanne Wetlaufer needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Instinctively she is a fighter and an individualist who can stand alone when necessary. Very often, however, Suzanne stands alone when she does not need to, not realizing the support, assistance, and resources others may have to offer. Suzanne Wetlaufer has a tendency to "reinvent the wheel" and to feel that she must be self-reliant and that only she can come up with the answers she needs. Implicit in this attitude is a kind of arrogance as well as a rather competitive approach, which - at its worst - can alienate her from others, or make Suzanne Wetlaufer feel that "it is me against the world".
Social skills and graces and what Suzanne Wetlaufer calls social "games" do not come naturally to her. Suzanne Wetlaufer needs to learn how to share and join others, and how to negotiate and resolve conflict with others in a cooperative way.
It is in her public life and career that Suzanne Wetlaufer is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The latter will impact Wetlaufer's reputation and standing in her community or professional circle, as well as how Suzanne Wetlaufer achieves her important life goals and aspirations.
The following are specific activities that will support Suzanne Wetlaufer in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Wetlaufer, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Suzanne Wetlaufer should develop true self-confidence and the willingness to put herself "out there", be seen and shine. Suzanne needs to be willing to take on a leading role. She needs to be a hero - a protagonist in her own story - by cultivating the courageous, active, and positive masculine qualities she possesses. Doing creative work that she is proud of - anything that comes from Wetlaufer's heart and bears the stamp of Wetlaufer's individuality - is important. Also, being a mentor, a helpful, encouraging force in the life of someone less experienced than she is a way for Suzanne Wetlaufer to grow and become more whole herself.
Suzanne Wetlaufer tends to pick her friends and associates very carefully and is always on the look-out for responsible and congenial people. This enables Suzanne Wetlaufer to feel secure with her colleagues and she enjoys good relationships with them.
Suzanne has an inclination to gossip and spread stories or she could be the subject of gossip herself at times. Her perception of partnership and family relationships tends to be somewhat unrealistic, and Suzanne Wetlaufer may put up a good front and pretend to have a harmonious life.
Suzanne Wetlaufer seems to have an innate sense of cosmic awareness and is likely to have strong psychical or metaphysical talents. She is inclined to join some parapsychology groups where she may share her unusual experiences with others.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Capricorn
Saturn in 1st house
N. Node in Libra
N. Node in 10th house
N. Node Conjunct Sun
N. Node Conjunct Sun/MC
N. Node Conjunct Venus/Neptune
N. Node Conjunct Neptune/Pluto