challenges and difficulties
Ward fears of becoming emotionally dependent upon others, and may distance herself or deny her needs for relationships of closeness and intimacy so that she will not be vulnerable to rejection or abandonment. On the other hand, Susan Ward may cling excessively or need constant reassurance from loved ones and family. Developing a deep, inner sense of security, as well as the ability to give and receive nurturing are important tasks for Susan.
She may have nebulous but ever-present guilt and fears that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Susan Ward does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Susan Ward must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
Susan tries to keeps her sensuality under control and is likely to suppress the tension she feels in her love relationships. At times she could feel somewhat emotionally inhibited, while at other times Susan Ward may have a strong wish to break all moral barriers.
Very cautious and reserved, Susan Ward could find it difficult to express herself. She is a bit inhibited around others and does not seem to get much cooperation from them, causing Susan to be disappointed.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Susan Ward instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Susan Ward needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
She is capable of withstanding outside influences and remaining constant and steady on her path, but when under stress Susan Ward becomes downright obstinate and implacable, resisting any change no matter how necessary or desirable the change may be. Tenaciously trying to preserve the status quo and hold on to what she has, she is apt to ignore the subtle signals she receives about needing to do something differently, which often leads to a crisis.
Susan Ward needs to learn the limits of her ability to control life, and to accept and even embrace change and loss of the familiar, in order to allow for new life and growth. "Letting go" is a major life lesson for her. Ward also needs to develop a balanced attitude toward her appetites and desires, as Susan Ward tends to overindulge and/or deny herself excessively.
It is in trying to strike a balance between Ward's inner, personal life and her career or involvement with the world at large that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Susan Ward needs to focus attention on her home and family situation, and create a secure inner anchor.
Susan Ward has a strong desire to take part in social functions and entertainment and cultivate an active exchange of thoughts with others. Susan also appreciates associations and has the ability to carry enterprises to a successful conclusion in team-work.
Susan Ward seems to have an innate sense of cosmic awareness and is likely to have strong psychical or metaphysical talents. She is inclined to join some parapsychology groups where she may share her unusual experiences with others.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Cancer
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Opposition Venus/Uranus
Saturn Conjunct Mars/Asc.
N. Node in Scorpio
N. Node in 4th house
N. Node Opposition Mercury/Jupiter
N. Node Conjunct Neptune/Pluto