challenges and difficulties
Stefano Dionisi often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something he cannot name or specify, and he may sense both a great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or over sensitivity is an important task for Dionisi.
His childhood or his relationship with his parents was restrictive, unloving or unhappy in ways that may prevent Stefano from allowing other people to get close to him in later life. Stefano Dionisi feels that he was deprived in one form or another, regardless of whether he actually was or not. His early life - at least as Dionisi remembers it - may have been marked by emotional separation or repression of his needs and feelings. Forgiving his parents and/or letting go of any resentments he has about the limitations that he experienced early in his life is crucial. Also, Stefano Dionisi needs to build his own solid foundation, and investing time and energy into his home, domestic relationships, and inner life can help Stefano accomplish this task.
Stefano Dionisi seesaws between playing it safe, and doing something unique and original, between self-control and letting loose, between being a responsible adult and a rebellious adolescent, between what Stefano has to or should do and what his spontaneous impulses tell him to do. All of this creates enormous inner tension as well as friction with people in his environment. Stefano Dionisi may, for instance, bitterly resent government or authority figures who "crush his individuality", yet ignore his obligations and responsibilities, thus ensuring that they will pursue him. Learning to give each side its due is an ongoing challenge for Dionisi.
Stefano tries to keep his sensuality under control and is likely to suppress the tension he feels in his love relationships. At times he could feel somewhat emotionally inhibited, while at others, Stefano Dionisi may have a strong wish to break all moral barriers.
Because he lacks self-confidence, Stefano Dionisi has the feeling that his luck has abandoned him. He is inclined to sit and wait for the right opportunities to come along, place too much emphasis on wishful thinking, and then get disappointed when nothing happens.
Stefano is inclined to be quite reserved and cautious in his relationships with others, yet he may also have an exaggerated regard for other peoples' views, thereby giving them more credence than they are worth.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Stefano Dionisi instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Stefano Dionisi needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Stefano Dionisi benefits by becoming more aware of the rhythm of the seasons and the natural world, learning to slow down and allow life to unfold in its own time. Nurturing a garden, a child, or some other living, growing thing gives Stefano Dionisi a sense of inner balance.
Stefano Dionisi has a tendency to be deeply suspicious, to not take anything at face value and to see hidden agendas and dark motives even where none exist! Life does not have to be a constant conflict... Stefano needs to learn to accept things as they are.
Dionisi also needs to develop patience, peace and stability by grounding himself in his daily work and behaving consistently and reliably towards others.
It is in his work and his relationships with co-workers, employers, and employees that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Integrating the qualities described above into Dionisi's work and daily routine will lead to greater satisfaction, improved health, and personal growth.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Stefano Dionisi back, or which he is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Escapism through fantasy, intoxicants, or passive, vicarious activities (television, movies, etc.), waiting for a miracle instead of taking constructive steps to help himself, aimlessness or an inability to make and keep commitments, and self deception regarding other people. Stefano has a tendency to be a martyr.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 4th house
Saturn Opposition Uranus
Saturn Opposition Venus/Uranus
Saturn Opposition Jupiter/Neptune
Saturn Opposition Jupiter/Asc.
N. Node in Taurus
N. Node in 6th house
N. Node Opposition Neptune