challenges and difficulties
She is very self-conscious and has a great need for ego-affirmation and praise. Expressing herself freely and openly is not easy for Gandhi. Sonia Gandhi tends to work hard at playing and "having fun", rather than being light-hearted and spontaneous. Developing self-love and self-acceptance regardless of her "performance" is an important task for Sonia.
She may have nebulous but ever-present guilt and fears that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Sonia Gandhi does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Sonia Gandhi must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
She is suspicious of groups, crowds, and social organizations. Gandhi is quick to pick up on social charades and insincerity and avoids the limelight and glamour. Sonia Gandhi is direct and to the point in speech and manner, stubborn and inflexible, and often unwilling to communicate her innermost feelings and thoughts.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Sonia Gandhi instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Sonia Gandhi needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Sonia Gandhi needs to take what she has learned (either through formal education or her own questing and life experience) and share it with others, communicate it or express it in a way that can benefit others. Knowledge and understanding, which does not enhance either Sonia's quality of life or that of persons in her world, is of little real value. Putting Gandhi's understanding, philosophy, and convictions into practice in her daily relationships, and in the multiple choices she makes every day, will enable Sonia Gandhi to really test her belief system and discover more about life.
When under stress, Sonia Gandhi is apt to seek refuge in imagining that the grass is greener elsewhere, rather than working with what is at hand. Sonia Gandhi needs to cultivate her ability to live in the present!
It is in her public life and career that Sonia Gandhi is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The latter will impact Gandhi's reputation and standing in her community or professional circle, as well as how Sonia Gandhi achieves her important life goals and aspirations.
Her conversations with others tend to be lively and productive but could also easily turn into arguments. The subject of Gandhi's discussions is likely to be about working on and incorporating educational matters.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Leo
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Conjunct Pluto
N. Node in Gemini
N. Node in 10th house
N. Node Opposition Mercury/Mars