challenges and difficulties
Simon Fuller has a great capacity for self-denial in the pursuit of a long-range goal. Simon is capable of hard work and persistent labor, but he may lack the capacity for joy and play. Simon Fuller often feels burdened by life's demands and responsibilities, and may envy those who seem to attract what they want in life without a great deal of personal effort.
There is a very judgmental, stern, and uncompromising side of Fuller's that may inhibit him a great deal. Simon Fuller must avoid becoming cumbersome and cynical, or a rather callous, sophisticated adult whose sense of practicality and realism rob him of the playful, imaginative side of life.
It may be difficult for Simon Fuller to play spontaneously or just let his hair down, for he tends to inhibit that side of his by being too self-conscious and concerned with the impression he is making.
Simon may work very hard at some sport or creative medium in order to excel, for he wants very, very much to be noticed, acknowledged and recognized as special in some way. Though he may indeed be outstanding, Simon Fuller also needs to learn to relax and enjoy himself more.
The side of Simon Fuller that wants and needs structure, order, stability, and a disciplined way of life is at odds with his urges for unfettered freedom, change, excitement, and discovery. There is apt to be much discontent, inner stress, and tension as a result, and at times Simon finds it hard to relax. Simon Fuller may act out in a rebellious way now and then, or clamp down hard on himself, in an attempt to strictly control his "wild" impulses. Fuller's task is to try to find a reasonable balance between order and creative chaos in his life.
Around others, Fuller is somewhat humble and shy and prefers to be by himself. Simon Fuller tends to limit his relationships with others and associates only with like-minded people. He is inclined to be cool and reserved even toward those he loves.
Simon wants to go his own way and tends to withdraw into himself. He prefers to be alone and tends to cut himself off from other people. Simon Fuller may be a bit too serious and conservative.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Simon Fuller instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Simon Fuller needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
His natural instinct, especially when under stress, is to passively go along with whatever is easiest, refrain from clearly analyzing or assessing his situation and perhaps even try to escape from seeing his situation clearly by indulging in fantasies, intoxicants, and the like. Dreaminess and impracticality, being unfocused and undefined (at least in certain areas) are ways Simon Fuller copes with stress. Simon Fuller also has trouble setting limits and saying no.
His development path lies in cultivating discrimination and clarity, becoming more precise, and developing technical and practical skills that will enable Simon Fuller to function more efficiently in the world. Finding a way to be of practical service is also important.
It is in his dealings with money, financial security, tangible assets and possessions that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above are ones Simon Fuller needs to integrate in tangible ways: how he makes a living, building assets and a secure material base, what he does with the resources he has. Simon Fuller should try to avoid over involvement or entanglements with other people's money matters, legal business, and personal affairs.
Simon Fuller seems to be a loner, rather serious and quiet. Perhaps he is burdened by family conditions that weigh him down. Simon prefers to associate with older or more authoritative people and is happier in a subordinate position.
He is reserved and somewhat conservative in presenting his viewpoints to others and prefers a philosophical discussion to small talk. Simon Fuller is quite selective in his choice of subjects and only wants to study what is really of interest to him.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Capricorn
Saturn in 5th house
Saturn Quincunx Uranus
Saturn Opposition Venus/N. Node
Saturn Opposition N. Node/MC
N. Node in Virgo
N. Node in 2nd house
N. Node Opposition Sun/Saturn
N. Node Opposition Mercury/Saturn