challenges and difficulties
Shawn Michaels often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something he cannot name or specify, and he may sense both a great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or over sensitivity is an important task for Hickenbottom.
It may be difficult for Shawn Michaels to play spontaneously or just let his hair down, for he tends to inhibit that side of his by being too self-conscious and concerned with the impression he is making.
Michaels Shawn may work very hard at some sport or creative medium in order to excel, for he wants very, very much to be noticed, acknowledged and recognized as special in some way. Though he may indeed be outstanding, Shawn Michaels also needs to learn to relax and enjoy himself more.
Michaels Shawn has an inner conflict between idealism, hope and faith in the future versus doubt and oppression due to limitations and practical realities. Shawn Michaels needs to develop discipline and patience in order to achieve his aspirations. Hickenbottom will grow by learning to accept frustration and to persevere in spite of obstacles.
Shawn Michaels seesaws between playing it safe, and doing something unique and original, between self-control and letting loose, between being a responsible adult and a rebellious adolescent, between what Michaels Shawn has to or should do and what his spontaneous impulses tell him to do. All of this creates enormous inner tension as well as friction with people in his environment. Shawn Michaels may, for instance, bitterly resent government or authority figures who "crush his individuality", yet ignore his obligations and responsibilities, thus ensuring that they will pursue him. Learning to give each side its due is an ongoing challenge for Hickenbottom.
Shawn Michaels feels that he must work very hard and struggle against tremendous odds that impede his chances of fulfilling his life's ambitions. Michaels Shawn may adopt a very hard, cynical, or nihilistic attitude that will only drag him down further. There are major problems with his father or figures of authority. Shawn Michaels may fail simply to spite "them", without realizing that he is primarily hurting himself. If he can overcome his feelings of loneliness, bitterness or isolation, and direct his energies toward constructive endeavors, Hickenbottom can be immensely effective because of his tremendous tenacity and potential for achievement.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Shawn Michaels instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Shawn Michaels needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Shawn Michaels needs to take what he has learned (either through formal education or his own questing and life experience) and share it with others, communicate it or express it in a way that can benefit others. Knowledge and understanding, which does not enhance either Michaels Shawn's quality of life or that of persons in his world, is of little real value. Putting Hickenbottom's understanding, philosophy, and convictions into practice in his daily relationships, and in the multiple choices he makes every day, will enable Shawn Michaels to really test his belief system and discover more about life.
When under stress, Shawn Michaels is apt to seek refuge in imagining that the grass is greener elsewhere, rather than working with what is at hand. Shawn Michaels needs to cultivate his ability to live in the present!
It is in relationships that are more than superficial or casual - in particular in cases where Shawn Michaels has merged emotionally, legally, or financially with another person - that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Hickenbottom will see these issues arise in close partnerships of any kind, especially when there is a mutual dependency involved. Dealing with in-laws, inheritances, and legal matters involving joint custody, shared assets, and resources is also a part of this.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 5th house
Jupiter Square Saturn
Saturn Opposition Uranus
Saturn Opposition Pluto
N. Node in Gemini
N. Node in 8th house