challenges and difficulties
Bryan both yearns for, and fears, being emotionally vulnerable to others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting them get to know her intimately does not come easily to Sabrina, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. Sabrina Bryan is very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, is an important task for Bryan.
She may have vague but ever-present feelings of guilt and fear that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Sabrina Bryan does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Sabrina Bryan must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
She is inclined to be somewhat timid and afraid to start something on her own, preferring that someone else tell her what to do. Sabrina Bryan can easily be deterred from pursuing her goals, which makes her advancement in life rather slow.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Sabrina Bryan instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Sabrina Bryan needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Sabrina Bryan benefits by becoming more aware of the rhythm of the seasons and the natural world, learning to slow down and allow life to unfold in its own time. Nurturing a garden, a child, or some other living, growing thing gives Sabrina Bryan a sense of inner balance.
Sabrina Bryan has a tendency to be deeply suspicious, to not take anything at face value and to see hidden agendas and dark motives even where none exist! Life does not have to be a constant conflict... Sabrina needs to learn to accept things as they are.
Bryan also needs to develop patience, peace and stability by grounding herself in her daily work and behaving consistently and reliably towards others.
It is in her work and her relationships with co-workers, employers, and employees that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Integrating the qualities described above into Bryan's work and daily routine will lead to greater satisfaction, improved health, and personal growth.
The following are specific activities that will support Sabrina Bryan in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Bryan, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Sabrina Bryan should care for and nourish children, plants, pets or other people. She needs to make a home, create and sustain strong relationships with her family or a community that can support her and give her a sense of safety and belonging.
Sabrina Bryan should develop her listening skills and deepen her understanding and appreciation of women and their perspective. Sabrina Bryan has to learn to trust her own feelings, intuitions and emotional needs. She needs to care for herself in an accepting, non-judgmental way.
It is in Sabrina Bryan's best interest to take all that is good and helpful from her past and use it in a new way. (If she is so inclined, Sabrina may want to explore the potential of past-life regression to tap into gifts she has already developed).
Sabrina Bryan tends to associate with weak or negative people and is inclined to find most of her relationships rather unfulfilling. Feeling like an outsider, Bryan gets the impression that others try to restrain her.
Sabrina Bryan seems to have an innate sense of cosmic awareness and is likely to have strong psychical or metaphysical talents. She is inclined to join some parapsychology groups where she may share her unusual experiences with others.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Scorpio
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Conjunct Sun/Jupiter
N. Node in Taurus
N. Node in 6th house
N. Node Conjunct Moon
N. Node Opposition Mars/Saturn
N. Node Opposition Neptune/Pluto