challenges and difficulties
Boulle either overvalues or undervalues his possessions and assets. He can also go to extremes in dealing with bodily needs and desires, being either hedonistic or ascetic. Pierre Boulle may deny himself sensual pleasure and enjoyment of the fruits of his labors. He may also be stingy and unable to give freely. Many times Pierre Boulle feels that he does not have "enough" to make him feel secure, regardless of how much (money, insurance, etc.) he has!
He is very conscientious, responsible, and concerned with his duty, his public image and reputation, and becoming a person of stature in the world. Pierre Boulle understands the need for hard work and careful planning in order to accomplish anything substantial and he is capable of much self-discipline and patience once he sets his sights on a goal.
But Pierre Boulle is very judgmental and hard on himself if he fails to attain success, and he can become dry, bitter, or cynical if the world does not recognize his efforts.
His faith, optimism, and sense of possibilities are tempered by much caution, and often doubt or skepticism as well. Whatever hopes or visions Pierre Boulle has for his life are firmly held in check by his sense of reality. At times he may wish for more freedom, but Pierre also fears it and hang back. Pierre Boulle may blame practical limitations or some external condition or the prevailing Authority for his own inhibitions.
He is inclined to be somewhat withdrawn and has a hard time discussing important matters with his family and close relationships. A serious and deep thinker, Pierre Boulle would like to explain his views to others, but has a difficult time finding the right words.
Quite reserved and somewhat inhibited in his relationships with others, Pierre Boulle may feel that he is better off by himself. Pierre feels that he does not fit in very well with people and he finds team-work in groups or associations difficult to achieve.
Pierre Boulle tends to be somewhat gloomy and may feel that life is difficult and that his will is blocked in some way. Pierre could find it hard to make decisions and to concentrate on his goals and may consider them not worthwhile.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Pierre Boulle instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Pierre Boulle needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Seeking harmonious interpersonal relationships, cooperation, and togetherness, as well as the desire to please or appease other people, are drives that come very naturally to Pierre Boulle - so much so that he seeks them out at his own expense. When he is under stress, Boulle tends to look outside himself for approval or answers, and he leans on others too much. Therefore, developing self-reliance, and the courage to look inwardly for answers and forge his own path through life is a key factor in his self-development.
Pierre Boulle is often tempted to be less than completely straightforward about his intentions or desires, and he can become enmeshed in a quagmire of "little white lies". Stark honesty - both inward and toward others - is the only way out! This, however, leads to the need to confront some of Boulle's most deeply ingrained fears, such as "what if they do not like me?" and "what if I have to go through this alone?".
Pierre Boulle needs to cultivate his ability to be assertive, take initiative and act on his own behalf. Directness and self-reliance are imperative.
It is in his public life and career that Pierre Boulle is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The latter will impact Boulle's reputation and standing in his community or professional circle, as well as how Pierre Boulle achieves his important life goals and aspirations.
Pierre Boulle has a tendency to shy away from other people, and he reacts toward others in an almost fearful way. Boulle seems to lack confidence in himself and for this reason may feel that he lacks the ability to adapt easily into relationships with others.
Pierre has an inclination to gossip and spread stories or he could be the subject of gossip himself at times. His perception of partnership and family relationships tends to be somewhat unrealistic, and Pierre Boulle may put up a good front and pretend to have a harmonious life.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Taurus
Saturn in 10th house
Jupiter Quincunx Saturn
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/Asc.
Saturn Conjunct Mars/N. Node
Saturn Conjunct Mars/MC
N. Node in Aries
N. Node in 10th house
N. Node Conjunct Moon/Saturn
N. Node Conjunct Venus/Neptune