challenges and difficulties
He is very self-conscious and has a great need for ego-affirmation and praise. Expressing himself freely and openly is not easy for Weller. Peter Weller tends to work hard at playing and "having fun", rather than being light-hearted and spontaneous. Developing self-love and self-acceptance regardless of his "performance" is an important task for Peter.
His fears revolve around money and material security, and Peter Weller works very hard to ensure that his assets are solid. He may be very conservative, even stingy, with his money because he is afraid there will not be enough. He may turn this fear around and become very shrewd about investments and financial matters.
He is suspicious of groups, crowds, and social organizations. Weller is quick to pick up on social charades and insincerity and avoids the limelight and glamour. Peter Weller is direct and to the point in speech and manner, stubborn and inflexible, and often unwilling to communicate his innermost feelings and thoughts.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Peter Weller instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Peter Weller needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Peter Weller needs to take what he has learned (either through formal education or his own questing and life experience) and share it with others, communicate it or express it in a way that can benefit others. Knowledge and understanding, which does not enhance either Peter's quality of life or that of persons in his world, is of little real value. Putting Weller's understanding, philosophy, and convictions into practice in his daily relationships, and in the multiple choices he makes every day, will enable Peter Weller to really test his belief system and discover more about life.
When under stress, Peter Weller is apt to seek refuge in imagining that the grass is greener elsewhere, rather than working with what is at hand. Peter Weller needs to cultivate his ability to live in the present!
It is deep within himself, as Peter Weller faces his own demons, fears, and struggles - those aspects of life that are not easily or readily shared, those parts of his life that Peter Weller keeps hidden from public view where he is most likely to wrestle with these issues.
The qualities described above can also be beneficially channeled into some sort of charitable work, altruistic service or ministering to people in need.
The following are specific activities that will support Peter Weller in his growth. These may or may not feel natural to Weller, and he may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to his path to wholeness.
Peter Weller should become a warrior and cultivate a positive, victorious, active approach to life and to any problems he faces. It is in Weller's best interest to act on his own behalf instead of stalling, waiting or hoping someone else will do it for him. Peter Weller needs to assert himself openly and courageously and not to be afraid to make mistakes or stumble; there are bound to be a few trial runs to any new initiative. Peter needs to foster a healthy fighting spirit, pick himself up, and go! He also should learn to appreciate conflict and confrontation as a means to grow.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Leo
Saturn in 2nd house
Saturn Conjunct Pluto
N. Node in Gemini
N. Node in 12th house
N. Node Conjunct Mars