challenges and difficulties
Peter Fleming often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something he cannot name or specify, and he may sense both a great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or over sensitivity is an important task for Fleming.
His fears revolve around money and material security, and Peter Fleming works very hard to ensure that his assets are solid. He may be very conservative, even stingy with his money because he is afraid there will not be enough. He may turn this fear around and become very shrewd about investments and financial matters.
Once he decides what he wants to do, Peter Fleming will pursue his goal tenaciously and, if necessary, sacrifice a great deal for his deeply felt convictions. This trait tends to make Peter feel a little out of step with others. Peter Fleming takes things a little more seriously and has an inclination to be somewhat of a fanatic, although probably not flamboyantly so; as a result, others may not be aware of how deeply Peter feels and how driven he is about the things that are important to him. Peter Fleming has a deep inner resolve and is willing to struggle to do the things that are really meaningful to him, rather than follow an easier but less meaningful course in life.
His upbringing may have been either too demanding or somewhat lax. Peter Fleming resists any attempt to restrict his freedom and has the ability to devote extraordinary efforts toward overcoming any inhibitions or difficulties that he may have.
Peter Fleming tends to suppress his feelings and may be somewhat inhibited in love relationships. He may often feel rejected or he may give the impression of rejecting others himself. Perhaps his mother or father found it difficult to express their affection.
Peter wants to go his own way and tends to withdraw into himself. He prefers to be alone and tends to cut himself off from other people. Peter Fleming may be a bit too serious and conservative.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Peter Fleming instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Peter Fleming needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
When under stress, Peter Fleming is apt to shut off the flow of his emotions and ignore his needs and feelings in order to do what he perceives as his duty or simply what the practical realities of the situation dictate. This can lead to a certain rigidity and inflexibility. If overdone, self-control, self-discipline, or an exaggerated concern over what society, family or others expect of him, makes life more of a burden than an adventure.
Fostering his tender, caring, feminine, and nurturing aspects is an important step in Peter Fleming's growth. Peter Fleming needs to learn how to nourish and lovingly tend to both himself and others. Letting himself be taken care of sometimes is okay!
It is in his marriage and other intimate, one-to-one relationships that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. He may see the qualities that he needs to develop more fully (described above) in his partner. It is important for Peter Fleming to recognize, appreciate, and listen to the people in his life who express such attributes, as well as to develop them himself. Peter Fleming has to put energy and attention into learning about others, and about himself through others.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 2nd house
Saturn Square Pluto
Saturn Conjunct Sun/Uranus
Saturn Conjunct Moon/Venus
Saturn Opposition N. Node/MC
N. Node in Cancer
N. Node in 7th house