challenges and difficulties
Akinola doubts his own intelligence and mental capacities, and he may work very hard at studies in order to compensate for this. Peter is often overly serious and disinterested in light or superficial conversation. Spontaneous communication, social give-and-take, and making small talk are likely to be difficult for him.
His fears revolve around money and material security, and Peter Akinola works very hard to ensure that his assets are solid. He may be very conservative, even stingy with his money because he is afraid there will not be enough. He may turn this fear around and become very shrewd about investments and financial matters.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Peter Akinola instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Peter Akinola needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Peter Akinola's path lies in his development as an individual, the discovery of his own strengths and joys, the capacity to express his uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Akinola's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Peter Akinola is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, he may believe that striving to do his personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Peter should let go of this notion. Finding his own center and doing what gives him delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Peter Akinola can offer the world at large.
It is in trying to strike a balance between Akinola's inner, personal life and his career or involvement with the world at large that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Peter Akinola needs to focus attention on his home and family situation, and create a secure inner anchor.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Peter Akinola back, or which he is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Being excessively egocentric or proud, needing personal recognition and applause, wanting to be center stage all the time, needing to be important and special.
The following are specific activities that will support Peter Akinola in his growth. These may or may not feel natural to Akinola, and he may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to his path to wholeness.
Peter Akinola's path to wholeness involves confronting his dark and hidden recesses, bringing them out into the open, and transforming himself in the process. Healing abilities develop as a result of Akinola's willingness to experience and transform deep emotions such as grief, anger, and pain. Furthermore, bringing light to the darkness and pain in the world without becoming overwhelmed by it is a significant challenge for Peter.
Akinola always looks to establish relationships with groups or associations and has the ability to blend in unobtrusively. Peter Akinola has a way of integrating the needs and feelings of others, while taking into consideration the proceedings of the association.
His relationships with others may be rather unstable and unreliable. With a somewhat negative attitude and weak will, Peter Akinola avoids opposition and escapes his responsibilities. In his relationships he is likely to choose people who are asocial.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Gemini
Saturn in 2nd house
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 4th house
N. Node Opposition Sun
N. Node Conjunct Pluto
N. Node Opposition Moon/Mercury
N. Node Conjunct Mars/Neptune