challenges and difficulties
Marshall doubts her own intelligence and mental capacities, and she may work very hard at studies in order to compensate for this. Penny is often overly serious and disinterested in light or superficial conversation. Spontaneous communication, social give-and-take, and making small talk are likely to be difficult for her.
Fear of the unknown, of change, and/or of death may plague Penny. She strongly resists changes and transitions rather than greeting them with curiosity or a spirit of adventure, which makes them much harder for her.
On another level entirely, Penny Marshall is very careful about joining forces, and especially her material resources, with others. Marshall wants to keep her own and other people's property and assets very distinct.
She is likely to have very intense experiences in her emotional life and should guard against feelings of depression and inhibition. Penny Marshall could be plagued by inner turmoil and obsessive ideas or notions.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Penny Marshall instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Penny Marshall needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Penny Marshall's path lies in her development as an individual, the discovery of her own strengths and joys, the capacity to express her uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Marshall's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Penny Marshall is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, she may believe that striving to do her personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Penny should let go of this notion. Finding her own center and doing what gives her delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Penny Marshall can offer the world at large.
It is in fostering a personal vision or philosophy of life, whether through religious or philosophical studies, education or the wisdom of distant lands or cultures that Penny Marshall is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Penny Marshall needs to cultivate the qualities described above in this endeavor. Long distance communication and involvement with foreigners is likely to be significant to Marshall.
The following are specific activities that will support Penny Marshall in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Marshall, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Penny Marshall's path to wholeness involves confronting her dark and hidden recesses, bringing them out into the open, and transforming herself in the process. Healing abilities develop as a result of Marshall's willingness to experience and transform deep emotions such as grief, anger, and pain. Furthermore, bringing light to the darkness and pain in the world without becoming overwhelmed by it is a significant challenge for Penny.
Her conversations with others tend to be lively and productive but could also easily turn into arguments. The subject of Marshall's discussions is likely to be about working on and incorporating educational matters.
Marshall is somewhat shy and tends to feel inferior when she is with others. Penny Marshall is inclined to establish relationships more with weak or sick people and is always willing to help or take care of them.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Gemini
Saturn in 8th house
Saturn Conjunct Moon/Pluto
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 9th house
N. Node Conjunct Pluto
N. Node Conjunct Mercury/Mars
N. Node Conjunct Saturn/Neptune