challenges and difficulties
Peggy Lee has a penchant for order and precision, and an almost compulsive attention to detail. She is often hypercritical and can be such a demanding perfectionist that she discourages herself or others from even attempting something that will not be done exactly the way Lee knows it should be done.
She frequently over analyze or pick things apart mentally. Peggy Lee may be something of a hypochondriac also. Peggy must learn that she does not have to rationally understand everything in order for it to be valid, and also to relax her unnecessarily high or strict standards.
She may have nebulous but ever-present guilt and fears that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Peggy Lee does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Peggy Lee must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
Peggy Lee seesaws between playing it safe, and doing something unique and original, between self-control and letting loose, between being a responsible adult and a rebellious adolescent, between what Peggy has to or should do and what her spontaneous impulses tell her to do. All of this creates enormous inner tension as well as friction with people in her environment. Peggy Lee may, for instance, bitterly resent government or authority figures who "crush her individuality", yet ignore her obligations and responsibilities, thus ensuring that they will pursue her. Learning to give each side its due is an ongoing challenge for Lee.
Peggy Lee tends to have inner conflicts between her responsibilities and what she would like to do. Lee may weigh her duties favorably against her desires, making it very difficult for her to be truly happy.
Peggy Lee tends to be very sensitive to her surroundings and is strongly influenced by the prevailing conditions around her. Peggy may feels that she has more obligations than she can properly handle, and that it is hopeless to even try.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Peggy Lee instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Peggy Lee needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
She is capable of withstanding outside influences and remaining constant and steady on her path, but when under stress Peggy Lee becomes downright obstinate and implacable, resisting any change no matter how necessary or desirable the change may be. Tenaciously trying to preserve the status quo and hold on to what she has, she is apt to ignore the subtle signals she receives about needing to do something differently, which often leads to a crisis.
Peggy Lee needs to learn the limits of her ability to control life, and to accept and even embrace change and loss of the familiar, in order to allow for new life and growth. "Letting go" is a major life lesson for her. Lee also needs to develop a balanced attitude toward her appetites and desires, as Peggy Lee tends to overindulge and/or deny herself excessively.
It is in her way of thinking, processing information and communicating that Peggy Lee is most likely to wrestle with these issues. In Lee's relationships with neighbors, colleagues, and acquaintances, she needs to try to bring out the qualities described above.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Virgo
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Opposition Uranus
Saturn Conjunct Moon/Jupiter
Saturn Conjunct Moon/Neptune
N. Node in Scorpio
N. Node in 3rd house