challenges and difficulties
Pauline Ducruet often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something she cannot name or specify, and she may have both: great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or oversensitivity is an important task for Ducruet.
Her attitude toward religion, philosophy, and politics is very conservative and possibly narrow or rigid. On the one hand, Pauline Ducruet may believe in nothing that is speculative or intangible, requiring proof for any idea presented to her. Each idea is thoroughly and systematically examined. On the other hand, Pauline may tenaciously cling to her grand philosophical or metaphysical beliefs and opinions, refusing to modify them or to be open and receptive to others' insights and perspectives.
Her overall outlook on life is serious, and Pauline Ducruet may feel that life or God will punish her if she does not watch her steps!
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Pauline Ducruet instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Pauline Ducruet needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
She is capable of withstanding outside influences and remaining constant and steady on her path, but when under stress Pauline Ducruet becomes downright obstinate and implacable, resisting any change no matter how necessary or desirable the change may be. Tenaciously trying to preserve the status quo and hold on to what she has, she is apt to ignore the subtle signals she receives about needing to do something differently, which often leads to a crisis.
Pauline Ducruet needs to learn the limits of her ability to control life, and to accept and even embrace change and loss of the familiar, in order to allow for new life and growth. "Letting go" is a major life lesson for her. Ducruet also needs to develop a balanced attitude toward her appetites and desires, as Pauline Ducruet tends to overindulge and/or deny herself excessively.
The arena she is most likely to wrestle with these issues is in playful self-expression, games or sports, and creativity. Pauline Ducruet should try to develop any artistic, expressive, creative potentials she feels she possesses, utilizing the qualities described above.
The following are specific activities that will support Pauline Ducruet in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Ducruet, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Pauline Ducruet's path to wholeness involves confronting her dark and hidden recesses, bringing them out into the open, and transforming herself in the process. Healing abilities develop as a result of Ducruet's willingness to experience and transform deep emotions such as grief, anger, and pain. Furthermore, bringing light to the darkness and pain in the world without becoming overwhelmed by it is a significant challenge for Pauline.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 9th house
N. Node in Scorpio
N. Node in 5th house
N. Node Conjunct Pluto