challenges and difficulties
Collins either overvalues or undervalues her possessions and assets. She can also go to extremes in dealing with bodily needs and desires, being either hedonistic or ascetic. Pauline Collins may deny herself sensual pleasure and enjoyment of the fruits of her labors. She may also be stingy and unable to give freely. Many times Pauline Collins feels that she does not have "enough" to make her feel secure, regardless of how much (money, insurance, etc.) she has!
Her fears revolve around money and material security, and Pauline Collins works very hard to ensure that her assets are solid. She may be very conservative, even stingy with her money because she is afraid there will not be enough. She may turn this fear around and become very shrewd about investments and financial matters.
Her aspirations and dreams are always tempered by realism and practical considerations. Pauline Collins pursues her aims in a systematic, disciplined and thorough manner, and she is willing to take her time, advancing slowly and steadily toward her goal.
Sometimes Pauline Collins underestimates what is possible, and holds herself back unnecessarily due to a lack of faith or an overly cautious attitude.
Somewhat shy, Pauline finds it difficult to relate to people and tends to withdraw from others. Since it is hard for Pauline Collins to establish relationships, she would rather be by herself. Pauline prefers everything to be simple or plain and prefers a more humble and secluded life.
Pauline wants to go her own way and tends to withdraw into herself. She prefers to be alone and tends to cut herself off from other people. Pauline Collins may be a bit too serious and conservative.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Pauline Collins instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Pauline Collins needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Instinctively she is a fighter and an individualist who can stand alone when necessary. Very often, however, Pauline stands alone when she does not need to, not realizing the support, assistance, and resources others may have to offer. Pauline Collins has a tendency to "reinvent the wheel" and to feel that she must be self-reliant and that only she can come up with the answers she needs. Implicit in this attitude is a kind of arrogance as well as a rather competitive approach, which - at its worst - can alienate her from others, or make Pauline Collins feel that "it is me against the world".
Social skills and graces and what Pauline Collins calls social "games" do not come naturally to her. Pauline Collins needs to learn how to share and join others, and how to negotiate and resolve conflict with others in a cooperative way.
It is in her marriage and other intimate, one-to-one relationships that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. She may see the qualities that she needs to develop more fully (described above) in her partner. It is important for Pauline Collins to recognize, appreciate, and listen to the people in her life who express such attributes, as well as to develop them herself. Pauline Collins has to put energy and attention into learning about others, and about herself through others.
Pauline likes beautiful surroundings and knows how to create harmony in her environment. Pauline Collins loves to be around people and has a strong desire to be influential in social circles.
Because of rigid and somewhat unpleasant family relationships, Pauline Collins is inclined to seclude herself from others. She may prefer to live in archaic surroundings and may be interested in antiques.
Pauline has the power to influence people to her way of thinking and may forcefully try to obtain leadership in her community. Others cannot help noticing her, and Pauline Collins will probably be the leader in any club or association she joins.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Taurus
Saturn in 2nd house
Jupiter Conjunct Saturn
Saturn Conjunct Venus/Asc.
Saturn Opposition N. Node/MC
N. Node in Libra
N. Node in 7th house
N. Node Opposition Jupiter/Asc.
N. Node Opposition Saturn/Asc.
N. Node Conjunct Pluto/MC