challenges and difficulties
Paula White often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something she cannot name or specify, and she may sense both a great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or over sensitivity is an important task for White.
Paula may be plagued by fear of the unknown, of change, and/or of death. She strongly resists changes and transitions rather than greeting them with curiosity or a spirit of adventure, which makes them much harder for her.
On another level entirely, Paula White is very careful about joining forces, and especially her material resources, with others. White wants to keep her own and other people's property and assets very distinct.
Paula has an inner conflict between idealism, hope and faith in the future versus doubt and oppression due to limitations and practical realities. Paula White needs to develop discipline and patience in order to achieve her aspirations. White will grow by learning to accept frustration and to persevere in spite of obstacles.
Her attitude toward life is quite serious and she is very thorough. Paula has the need to be by herself and think out everything very carefully before she takes action. Paula White may enjoy doing some type of creative artwork involving hard or heavy materials.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Paula White instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Paula White needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Paula White benefits by becoming more aware of the rhythm of the seasons and the natural world, learning to slow down and allow life to unfold in its own time. Nurturing a garden, a child, or some other living, growing thing gives Paula White a sense of inner balance.
Paula White has a tendency to be deeply suspicious, to not take anything at face value and to see hidden agendas and dark motives even where none exist! Life does not have to be a constant conflict... Paula needs to learn to accept things as they are.
White also needs to develop patience, peace and stability by grounding herself in her daily work and behaving consistently and reliably towards others.
It is in her public life and career that Paula White is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The latter will impact White's reputation and standing in her community or professional circle, as well as how Paula White achieves her important life goals and aspirations.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Paula White back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Escapism through fantasy, intoxicants, or passive, vicarious activities (television, movies, etc.), waiting for a miracle instead of taking constructive steps to help herself, aimlessness or an inability to make and keep commitments, and self deception regarding other people. Paula has a tendency to be a martyr.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 8th house
Jupiter Square Saturn
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/Venus
N. Node in Taurus
N. Node in 10th house
N. Node Opposition Neptune