challenges and difficulties
Paul Allen takes his personal relationships so seriously that they may seem more like work, constant effort and compromise, rather than a free and enjoyable sharing experience. He may feel that relationships in general require more of him than they are worth, and Paul enters into any close relationship cautiously and conscientiously. Paul Allen also fears entrapment in close relationships.
Paul Allen takes both his work and his health very seriously, but he may demand so much of himself at work that he compromises his health. Paul can become a workaholic, not so much because he has lofty ambitions, but because he never feels like he has done enough. Paul Allen is overly responsible or overly conscientious at work, so much so that he may not enjoy it at all.
Allen can also get overly involved in self-improvement or his health, and he tends to be a bit of a hypochondriac.
Paul Allen takes his ideals and dreams very seriously and goes through periods of fervent dedication to a lofty ideal or vision. Paul has the ability to acquire true spiritual or imaginative insight, but he can also become so involved in his imaginative, idealistic pursuits that he looses perspective and develops feelings of alienation and isolation.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Paul Allen instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Paul Allen needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Paul Allen's path lies in cultivating idealism and humanitarian feelings, being concerned with how Allen's actions impact the world at large, perhaps becoming more aware of the social implications of Allen's life style and personal choices or becoming active politically. Participating in organizations that support Allen's ideals is one way to do this.
When under stress he is likely to become overly focused on himself and his own little world.
Instead of "how will this benefit or hurt me?" Allen's focus needs to shift to "how will this affect us all?".
Ideally, Paul Allen needs to strike a balance between doing for himself and doing for others, by discovering how Allen's unique gifts can benefit others.
It is in his public life and career that Paul Allen is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The latter will impact Allen's reputation and standing in his community or professional circle, as well as how Paul Allen achieves his important life goals and aspirations.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Libra
Saturn in 6th house
Saturn Conjunct Neptune
N. Node in Aquarius
N. Node in 10th house