challenges and difficulties
Carrano is wary of becoming emotionally dependent on others, and may distance herself or deny her needs for relationships of closeness and intimacy so that she will not be vulnerable to rejection or abandonment. On the other hand, Patrizia Carrano may cling excessively or need constant reassurance from loved ones and family. Developing a deep, inner sense of security, as well as the ability to give and receive nurturing are important tasks for Patrizia.
Her fears revolve around money and material security, and Patrizia Carrano works very hard to ensure that her assets are solid. She may be very conservative, even stingy with her money because she is afraid there will not be enough. She may turn this fear around and become very shrewd about investments and financial matters.
Patrizia has an inner conflict between idealism, hope and faith in the future versus doubt and oppression due to limitations and practical realities. Patrizia Carrano needs to develop discipline and patience in order to achieve her aspirations. Carrano will grow by learning to accept frustration and to persevere in spite of obstacles.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Patrizia Carrano instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Patrizia Carrano needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Patrizia Carrano needs to take what she has learned (either through formal education or her own questing and life experience) and share it with others, communicate it or express it in a way that can benefit others. Knowledge and understanding, which does not enhance either Patrizia's quality of life or that of persons in her world, is of little real value. Putting Carrano's understanding, philosophy, and convictions into practice in her daily relationships, and in the multiple choices she makes every day, will enable Patrizia Carrano to really test her belief system and discover more about life.
When under stress, Patrizia Carrano is apt to seek refuge in imagining that the grass is greener elsewhere, rather than working with what is at hand. Patrizia Carrano needs to cultivate her ability to live in the present!
It is in her relationships with others that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. There is a dynamic balance (or conflict) within Patrizia Carrano between acting spontaneously and being true to herself versus modifying herself or her behavior to suit others. Patrizia Carrano seesaws between being inordinately concerned with her self to being overly conciliatory and concerned with others' needs, rights, or opinions about her. Learning to act authentically and forthrightly regardless of possible consequences is Carrano's task.
The following are specific activities that will support Patrizia Carrano in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Carrano, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Patrizia Carrano should be willing to become more of a free thinker, to experiment and change, to loosen her ties to tradition and the known and to allow for new developments. She needs to practice getting involved in an area involving new techniques, rapid changes and innovation. Patrizia can be part of the avant-garde promoting such changes - be it in science, music or social relationships. Patrizia Carrano has to be willing to be different and perhaps to be considered eccentric or odd.
Patrizia Carrano loves to show off the strength that she possesses and she has a strong desire to dominate others. Patrizia seems to have an exuberant craving for recognition and importance and a need to influence and lead large groups of people.
She may have the feeling that she constantly has to surrender to the wishes of other people and she gives the impression of having a passive or indifferent role in her relationships. Patrizia Carrano never takes the initiative and depends on the support of groups she is affiliated with.
She may have an inner fear of separation and could feel left out or ignored at times. Either Patrizia Carrano did not receive much affection while she was growing up or it had to be shared with others. Patrizia may find it difficult to show her love in her relationships.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Cancer
Saturn in 2nd house
Jupiter Square Saturn
N. Node in Gemini
N. Node in 1st house
N. Node Conjunct Uranus
N. Node Conjunct Sun/Pluto
N. Node Opposition Moon/Neptune
N. Node Conjunct Venus/Saturn