challenges and difficulties
Parker Stevenson takes his personal relationships so seriously that they may seem more like work, constant effort, and compromise, rather than a free and enjoyable sharing. He may feel that relationships in general require more of him than they are worth, and Parker enters into any close relationship cautiously and conscientiously. Parker Stevenson also fears entrapment in close relationships.
His fears revolve around money and material security, and Parker Stevenson works very hard to ensure that his assets are solid. He may be very conservative, even stingy, with his money because he is afraid there will not be enough. He may turn this fear around and become very shrewd about investments and financial matters.
His faith, optimism, and sense of possibilities are tempered by much caution, and often doubt or skepticism as well. Whatever hopes or visions Parker Stevenson has for his life are firmly held in check by his sense of reality. At times he may wish for more freedom, but Parker also fears it and hang back. Parker Stevenson may blame practical limitations or some external condition or the prevailing Authority for his own inhibitions.
Parker Stevenson becomes tense and upset rather easily. He becomes irritated by the unwillingness of others to make changes. In his eagerness to see his inspirations materialize, Stevenson is inclined to forego tact and diplomacy in favor of achieving his goals. His occasional outbreaks of brusque, insensitive behavior often do more harm than good.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Parker Stevenson instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Parker Stevenson needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Parker Stevenson's path lies in cultivating idealism and humanitarian feelings, being concerned with how Stevenson's actions impact the world at large, perhaps becoming more aware of the social implications of Stevenson's life style and personal choices or becoming active politically. Participating in organizations that support Stevenson's ideals is one way to do this.
When under stress he is likely to become overly focused on himself and his own little world.
Instead of "how will this benefit or hurt me?" Stevenson's focus needs to shift to "how will this affect us all?".
Ideally, Parker Stevenson needs to strike a balance between doing for himself and doing for others, by discovering how Stevenson's unique gifts can benefit others.
It is in his work and his relationships with co-workers, employers, and employees that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Integrating the qualities described above into Stevenson's work and daily routine will lead to greater satisfaction, improved health, and personal growth.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Parker Stevenson back, or which he is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Staying in relationships with domineering, controlling, abusive people or being manipulative. Parker sometimes abuses his own power to use others to his own selfish ends.
Parker Stevenson tends to have a certain fear of crowds and may find it hard to integrate himself into a group of people. Working with others is not easy for Stevenson, and he may frequently encounter some upsets or hostility.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Libra
Saturn in 2nd house
Jupiter Quincunx Saturn
Saturn Square Uranus
N. Node in Aquarius
N. Node in 6th house
N. Node Opposition Pluto
N. Node Opposition Saturn/Uranus