challenges and difficulties
She is very self-conscious and has a great need for ego-affirmation and praise. Expressing herself freely and openly is not easy for Grier. Pam Grier tends to work hard at playing and "having fun", rather than being light-hearted and spontaneous. Developing self-love and self-acceptance regardless of her "performance" is an important task for Pam.
She may have vague but ever-present feelings of guilt and fear that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Pam Grier does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Pam Grier must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
Her faith, optimism, and sense of possibilities are tempered by a great deal of caution, and often doubt or skepticism as well. Whatever hopes or visions Pam Grier has for her life are firmly held in check by her sense of reality. At times she may wish for more freedom, but Pam also fears it and holds back. Pam Grier may blame practical limitations, some external condition or the prevailing Authority for her own inhibitions.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Pam Grier instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Pam Grier needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Seeking harmonious interpersonal relationships, cooperation, and togetherness, as well as the desire to please or appease other people, are drives that come very naturally to Pam Grier - so much so that she seeks them out at her own expense. When she is under stress, Grier tends to look outside herself for approval or answers, and she leans on others too much. Therefore, developing self-reliance, and the courage to look inwardly for answers and forge her own path through life is a key factor in her self-development.
Pam Grier is often tempted to be less than completely straightforward about her intentions or desires, and she can become enmeshed in a quagmire of "little white lies". Stark honesty - both inward and toward others - is the only way out! This, however, leads to the need to confront some of Grier's most deeply ingrained fears, such as "what if they do not like me?" and "what if I have to go through this alone?".
Pam Grier needs to cultivate her ability to be assertive, take initiative and act on her own behalf. Directness and self-reliance are imperative.
It is in relationships that are more than superficial or casual - in particular in cases where Pam Grier has merged emotionally, legally, or financially with another person - that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Grier will see these issues arise in close partnerships of any kind, especially when there is a mutual dependency involved. Dealing with in-laws, inheritances, and legal matters involving joint custody, shared assets, and resources is also a part of this.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Leo
Saturn in 12th house
Jupiter Quincunx Saturn
N. Node in Aries
N. Node in 8th house