challenges and difficulties
Kern fears of becoming emotionally dependent upon others, and may distance herself or deny her needs for relationships of closeness and intimacy so that she will not be vulnerable to rejection or abandonment. On the other hand, Olga Kern may cling excessively or need constant reassurance from loved ones and family. Developing a deep, inner sense of security, as well as the ability to give and receive nurturing are important tasks for Olga.
Kern is generally not a "joiner" and she does not feel comfortable in clubs, organizations or other groups of people that are centered on some common ideal or interest. If Olga Kern does participate in a group, she may find the rules and procedures restrictive - or she may simply feel that she does not fit in with the others.
Being alone or with older, more experienced people suits Olga Kern better than being with groups of her own peers.
Olga has an inner conflict between idealism, hope, and faith in the future versus doubt and oppression by limitations and practical realities. Olga Kern needs to develop discipline and patience in order to achieve her aspirations. Kern will grow by learning to accept frustration and to persevere in spite of obstacles.
At times Olga Kern struggles with nebulous worries and insecurities, fears which may be difficult to name. Mostly, she may be afraid of getting acquainted with the inner workings of her mind and soul, feeling uneasy with anything irrational or intangible. Olga Kern has to work hard to overcome being overly serious regarding the spiritual side of life, especially if her religious upbringing emphasized guilt and retribution. Reorienting herself in the direction of spiritual optimism will do much to lift the cloud of worry that settles over Olga occasionally.
Her emotional life is likely to be somewhat strained and she has a tendency toward pessimism. Olga Kern may not feel as close in her relationships to her loved ones as she would like to be, and it could be difficult for Olga to give and receive love.
Somewhat shy, Olga finds it difficult to relate to people and tends to withdraw from others. Since it is hard for Olga Kern to establish relationships, she would rather be by herself. Olga likes everything simple or plain and prefers a more humble and secluded life.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Olga Kern instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Olga Kern needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
It is easy for Olga Kern to become distracted from her path by the multitude of interesting choices, possibilities, and options available to her. Olga Kern needs to develop single mindedness and focus. Until Olga directs her attention to some of the big questions, such as "What is my life's purpose?" "What is really important to me and essential to my happiness?", she is apt to dabble, scatter her energies in many directions and engage in activities which are entertaining but ultimately neither fruitful nor enriching.
Having an overall vision for her life and aligning her daily activities so that they support rather than detract from Kern's larger purpose in life, is a significant step toward her personal development.
It is in trying to strike a balance between Kern's inner, personal life and her career or involvement with the world at large that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Olga Kern needs to focus attention on her home and family situation, and create a secure inner anchor.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Cancer
Saturn in 11th house
Jupiter Square Saturn
Saturn Quincunx Neptune
Saturn Conjunct Moon/MC
Saturn Conjunct Venus/Asc.
N. Node in Sagittarius
N. Node in 4th house