Oksana (Pasha) Grishuk
challenges and difficulties
Pasha Grishuk doubts her own intelligence and mental capacities, and she may work very hard at studies in order to compensate for this. Oksana Grishuk is often overly serious and disinterested in light or superficial conversation. Spontaneous communication, social give-and-take, and making small talk are likely to be difficult for her.
She may have vague but ever-present feelings of guilt and fear that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Oksana (Pasha) Grishuk does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Oksana (Pasha) Grishuk must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
The conflict between spiritual needs and ideals versus material desires or limitations of the "real world" is one of Oksana Grishuk's ongoing challenges. It may be hard for Oksana (Pasha) Grishuk to sort out her true values, especially when she is enmeshed in the demands of mundane life. Times of retreat, isolation, meditation and prayer could be helpful to Pasha Grishuk in this regard. Finding inner strength through spirituality and attunement to a higher source is ultimately the answer for her.
Oksana (Pasha) Grishuk has a tendency to feel inadequate, perhaps even unlovable, and she tends to withdraw from others. Consequently, Pasha Grishuk may feel lonely and out of touch with everyone, and that she has no support from anyone.
Since she lacks the capacity to adapt, Oksana (Pasha) Grishuk tends to be rebellious and fight hard against oppression. This could even lead to violent incidents, so Oksana Grishuk should try to keep her temper at bay. She may have to work extremely hard and handle a great many responsibilities.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Oksana (Pasha) Grishuk instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Oksana (Pasha) Grishuk needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Oksana (Pasha) Grishuk's path lies in cultivating idealism and humanitarian feelings, being concerned with how Pasha Grishuk's actions impact the world at large, perhaps becoming more aware of the social implications of Pasha Grishuk's life style and personal choices or becoming active politically. Participating in organizations that support Pasha Grishuk's ideals is one way to do this.
When under stress she is likely to become overly focused on herself and her own little world.
Instead of "how will this benefit or hurt me?" Pasha Grishuk's focus needs to shift to "how will this affect us all?".
Ideally, Oksana (Pasha) Grishuk needs to strike a balance between doing for herself and doing for others, by discovering how Pasha Grishuk's unique gifts can benefit others.
It is in relationships that are more than superficial or casual - in particular in cases where Oksana (Pasha) Grishuk has merged emotionally, legally, or financially with another person - that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Pasha Grishuk will see these issues arise in close partnerships of any kind, especially when there is a mutual dependency involved. Dealing with in-laws, inheritances, and legal matters involving joint custody, shared assets, and resources is also a part of this.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Gemini
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Opposition Neptune
Saturn Conjunct Moon/Asc.
Saturn Opposition Pluto/N. Node
N. Node in Aquarius
N. Node in 8th house