challenges and difficulties
Christopher Wallace doubts his own intelligence and mental capacities, and he may work very hard at studies in order to compensate for this. The Notorious B.I.G. is often overly serious and disinterested in light or superficial conversation. Spontaneous communication, social give-and-take, and making small talk are likely to be difficult for him.
He is very conscientious, responsible, and concerned with his duty, his public image and reputation, and becoming a person of stature in the world. Notorious B.I.G. understands the need for hard work and careful planning in order to accomplish anything substantial and he is capable of much self-discipline and patience once he sets his sights on a goal.
But Notorious B.I.G. is very judgmental and hard on himself if he fails to attain success, and he can become dry, bitter, or cynical if the world does not recognize his efforts.
His faith, optimism, and sense of possibilities are tempered by much caution, and often doubt or skepticism as well. Whatever hopes or visions Notorious B.I.G. has for his life are firmly held in check by his sense of reality. At times he may wish for more freedom, but The Notorious B.I.G. also fears it and hang back. Notorious B.I.G. may blame practical limitations or some external condition or the prevailing Authority for his own inhibitions.
The conflict between spiritual needs and ideals versus material desires or limitations of the "real world" is one of The Notorious B.I.G.'s ongoing challenges. It may be hard for Notorious B.I.G. to sort out his true values, especially when he is enmeshed in the demands of mundane life. Times of retreat, isolation, meditation and prayer could be helpful to Christopher Wallace in this regard. Finding inner strength through spirituality and attunement to a higher source is ultimately the answer for him.
His attitude toward life is quite serious and he is very thorough. The Notorious B.I.G. has the need to be by himself and think out everything very carefully before he takes action. Notorious B.I.G. may enjoy doing some type of creative art work shaped from hard or heavy materials.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Notorious B.I.G. instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Notorious B.I.G. needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Notorious B.I.G. has a great capacity for sympathy, tenderness, and caring, which is a gift that he is apt to over bestow at times. For balance, Notorious B.I.G. needs to foster mature self-discipline, self-control, and personal responsibility.
When under stress, he has a strong instinct to retreat back to the nest, to be a child again, or to become overwhelmed with feelings and longings to be taken care of. Also, he may encourage others to depend on him emotionally (and otherwise) to an unhealthy degree. Notorious B.I.G. needs to learn how to set limits and to turn off the flow of support when necessary.
It is in his work and his relationships with co-workers, employers, and employees that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Integrating the qualities described above into Christopher Wallace's work and daily routine will lead to greater satisfaction, improved health, and personal growth.
Notorious B.I.G. has a tendency to shy away from other people, and he reacts toward others in an almost fearful way. Christopher Wallace seems to lack confidence in himself and for this reason may feel that he lacks the ability to adapt easily into relationships with others.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Gemini
Saturn in 10th house
Jupiter Quincunx Saturn
Saturn Opposition Neptune
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/Venus
N. Node in Capricorn
N. Node in 6th house
N. Node Opposition Moon/Saturn