challenges and difficulties
She is very self-conscious and has a great need for ego-affirmation and praise. Expressing herself freely and openly is not easy for Lenoir. NoŽlle Lenoir tends to work hard at playing and "having fun", rather than being light-hearted and spontaneous. Developing self-love and self-acceptance regardless of her "performance" is an important task for NoŽlle.
Her attitude toward religion, philosophy, and politics is very conservative and possibly narrow or rigid. On the one hand, NoŽlle Lenoir may believe in nothing that is speculative or intangible, requiring proof for any idea presented to her. Each idea is thoroughly and systematically examined. On the other hand, NoŽlle may tenaciously cling to her grand philosophical or metaphysical beliefs and opinions, refusing to modify them or to be open and receptive to others' insights and perspectives.
Her overall outlook on life is serious, and NoŽlle Lenoir may feel that life or God will punish her if she does not watch her step!
She is suspicious of groups, crowds, and social organizations. Lenoir is quick to pick up on social charades and insincerity and avoids the limelight and glamour. NoŽlle Lenoir is direct and to the point in speech and manner, stubborn and inflexible, and often unwilling to communicate her innermost feelings and thoughts.
Lenoir forges ahead diligently, but may have to work harder than others to gain recognition for her efforts. Reserved and shy, NoŽlle Lenoir tends to build a wall between herself and others and she seems to be more receptive to older and more mature people.
She is inclined to be somewhat withdrawn and has a hard time discussing important matters with her family and close relationships. As a serious and deep thinker, NoŽlle Lenoir would like to explain her views to others, but has a difficult time finding the right words.
Basically shy, Lenoir tends to be somewhat inhibited in love relationships and may feel uncomfortable or awkward expressing her love for someone. NoŽlle Lenoir longs for love relationships and dreams about love, but is also inclined to torment herself because of a seeming lack of affection.
She is somewhat pessimistic and prone to depression. NoŽlle Lenoir may feel like withdrawing from everything, with the sense that she is not adequately equipped to handle her life. She may need someone else's point of view to balance her overly pessimistic outlook.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which NoŽlle Lenoir instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction NoŽlle Lenoir needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
NoŽlle Lenoir benefits by becoming more aware of the rhythm of the seasons and the natural world, learning to slow down and allow life to unfold in its own time. Nurturing a garden, a child, or some other living, growing thing gives NoŽlle Lenoir a sense of inner balance.
NoŽlle Lenoir has a tendency to be deeply suspicious, to not take anything at face value and to see hidden agendas and dark motives even where none exist! Life does not have to be a constant conflict... NoŽlle needs to learn to accept things as they are.
Lenoir also needs to develop patience, peace and stability by grounding herself in her daily work and behaving consistently and reliably towards others.
It is in her work and her relationships with co-workers, employers, and employees that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Integrating the qualities described above into Lenoir's work and daily routine will lead to greater satisfaction, improved health, and personal growth.
The following are specific activities that will support NoŽlle Lenoir in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Lenoir, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
NoŽlle Lenoir should develop true self-confidence and the willingness to put herself "out there", be seen and shine. NoŽlle needs to be willing to take on a leading role. She needs to be a hero - a protagonist in her own story - by cultivating the courageous, active, and positive masculine qualities she possesses. Doing creative work that she is proud of - anything that comes from Lenoir's heart and bears the stamp of Lenoir's individuality - is important. Also, being a mentor, a helpful, encouraging force in the life of someone less experienced than she is a way for NoŽlle Lenoir to grow and become more whole herself.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Leo
Saturn in 9th house
Saturn Conjunct Pluto
Saturn Opposition Sun/Asc.
Saturn Opposition Mercury/Asc.
Saturn Conjunct Venus/Neptune
Saturn Conjunct Uranus/Neptune
N. Node in Taurus
N. Node in 6th house
N. Node Conjunct Sun