challenges and difficulties
Kerrigan either overvalues or undervalues her possessions and assets. She can also go to extremes in dealing with bodily needs and desires, being either hedonistic or ascetic. Nancy Kerrigan may deny herself sensual pleasure and enjoyment of the fruits of her labors. She may also be stingy and unable to give freely. Many times Nancy Kerrigan feels that she does not have "enough" to make her feel secure, regardless of how much (money, insurance, etc.) she has!
Nancy Kerrigan has a mature, disciplined, serious attitude toward life that colors everything she does. Caution and realism are her virtues though Nancy limits herself at times by being too careful, shy or fearful, not believing in herself enough, or lacking the required assertiveness. Others find Nancy Kerrigan difficult to get to know intimately, as Kerrigan tends to distance herself from them or to outwardly adopt a rather stern, "adult" demeanor.
The side of Nancy Kerrigan that wants and needs structure, order, stability, and a disciplined way of life is at odds with her urges for unfettered freedom, change, excitement, and discovery. There is apt to be much discontent, inner stress, and tension as a result, and at times Nancy finds it hard to relax. Nancy Kerrigan may act out in a rebellious way now and then, or clamp down hard on herself, in an attempt to strictly control her "wild" impulses. Kerrigan's task is to try to find a reasonable balance between order and creative chaos in her life.
Nancy may find it difficult to express herself, thereby feeling inhibited and lonely at times. She tends to isolate herself from others and her relationships come across as strained. Conditions in Nancy Kerrigan's parental home may be oppressive and strained.
Because she lacks self-confidence, Nancy Kerrigan has the feeling that her luck has abandoned her. She is inclined to sit and wait for the right opportunities to come along, place too much emphasis on wishful thinking, and then get disappointed when nothing happens.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Nancy Kerrigan instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Nancy Kerrigan needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Cultivating the qualities of empathy, gentleness, and compassion will help counterbalance Kerrigan's deeply ingrained perfectionism and critical nature. When under stress, she is apt to try to rigorously analyze and focus on what needs to be corrected or improved, and she can easily become problem-oriented and lose sight of the big picture.
Nancy Kerrigan has to learn to relax and surrender to the flow of events without having to figure everything out all the time. She should let her feelings and intuitions flow more freely, be more flexible and fluid, use her imagination and let her dreams emerge!
It is deep within herself, as Nancy Kerrigan faces her own demons, fears, and struggles - those aspects of life that are not easily or readily shared, those parts of her life that Nancy Kerrigan keeps hidden from public view where she is most likely to wrestle with these issues.
The qualities described above can also be beneficially channeled into some sort of charitable work, altruistic service or ministering to people in need.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Nancy Kerrigan back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
The tendency for self-indulgence, laziness, and over-reliance on the generosity or affection of others, as well as making love relationships, social life and superficial pleasures more important than anything else in her life.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Taurus
Saturn in 1st house
Saturn Quincunx Uranus
Saturn Opposition Sun/Moon
Saturn Opposition Jupiter/Neptune
N. Node in Pisces
N. Node in 12th house
N. Node Opposition Venus