challenges and difficulties
Mazur is wary of becoming emotionally dependent on others, and may distance herself or deny her needs for relationships of closeness and intimacy so that she will not be vulnerable to rejection or abandonment. On the other hand, Monet Mazur may cling excessively or need constant reassurance from loved ones and family. Developing a deep, inner sense of security, as well as the ability to give and receive nurturing are important tasks for Monet.
She may have vague but ever-present feelings of guilt and fear that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Monet Mazur does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Monet Mazur must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
She is a bit skeptical, somewhat irritable, and others may find Monet Mazur quarrelsome or nagging. Her nervousness seems to stem from her tendency to over-work herself, and Mazur should try not to make more demands on others than they are able to handle.
Around others, Mazur is somewhat humble and shy and prefers to be by herself. Monet Mazur tends to limit her relationships with others and associates only with like-minded people. She is inclined to be cool and reserved even toward those she loves.
Very cautious and reserved, Monet Mazur may find it difficult to express herself. She is a bit inhibited around others and does not seem to derive much cooperation from them, which causes Monet to be disappointed.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Monet Mazur instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Monet Mazur needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
She is capable of withstanding outside influences and remaining constant and steady on her path, but when under stress Monet Mazur becomes downright obstinate and implacable, resisting any change no matter how necessary or desirable the change may be. Tenaciously trying to preserve the status quo and hold on to what she has, she is apt to ignore the subtle signals she receives about needing to do something differently, which often leads to a crisis.
Monet Mazur needs to learn the limits of her ability to control life, and to accept and even embrace change and loss of the familiar, in order to allow for new life and growth. "Letting go" is a major life lesson for her. Mazur also needs to develop a balanced attitude toward her appetites and desires, as Monet Mazur tends to overindulge and/or deny herself excessively.
It is in trying to strike a balance between Mazur's inner, personal life and her career or involvement with the world at large that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Monet Mazur needs to focus attention on her home and family situation, and create a secure inner anchor.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Monet Mazur back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Excessive thinking, rationalizing or talking, the overuse or misuse of Mazur's intellectual abilities and the tendency to allow her energy to be dissipated in trivial activities.
She is highly emotional and tends to display her feelings in a theatrical way. Monet Mazur seems to enjoy being somewhat eccentric and finds it difficult to adapt herself to others. Although she may seek emotional fulfillment, Monet does not do well in relationships and teamwork surroundings.
Monet Mazur seems to have an innate sense of cosmic awareness and is likely to have strong psychical or metaphysical talents. She is inclined to join some parapsychology groups where she may share her unusual experiences with others.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Cancer
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/Pluto
Saturn Opposition Venus/N. Node
Saturn Conjunct Mars/Asc.
N. Node in Scorpio
N. Node in 4th house
N. Node Opposition Mercury
N. Node Conjunct Moon/Pluto
N. Node Conjunct Neptune/Pluto