challenges and difficulties
Michelle McCool has a penchant for order and precision, and an almost compulsive attention to detail. She is often hypercritical and can be such a demanding perfectionist that she discourages herself or others from even attempting something that will not be done exactly the way McCool knows it should be done.
She frequently over analyzes or picks things apart mentally. Michelle McCool may also be somewhat of a hypochondriac. Michelle must learn that she does not have to rationally understand everything in order for it to be valid, and also to relax her unnecessarily high or strict standards.
It may be difficult for Michelle McCool to play spontaneously or just let her hair down, for she tends to inhibit that side of her by being too self-conscious and concerned with the impression she is making.
Michelle may work very hard at some sport or creative medium in order to excel, for she wants very, very much to be noticed, acknowledged and recognized as special in some way. Though she may indeed be outstanding, Michelle McCool also needs to learn to relax and enjoy herself more.
Michelle McCool strives and struggles a great deal with her ideals or spiritual aspirations. She may go through periods of self-denial, asceticism, and in-depth study of religious philosophy and spiritual practices, or she may lose heart and become cynical about religious ideals; however, she can never quite divorce herself from her idealistic concerns.
Michelle may find it difficult to express herself, thereby feeling inhibited and lonely at times. She tends to isolate herself from others and her relationships come across as strained. Conditions in Michelle McCool's parental home may be oppressive and strained.
Since she lacks the capacity to adapt, Michelle McCool tends to be rebellious and fight hard against oppression. This could even lead to violent incidents, so Michelle should try to keep her temper at bay. She may have to work extremely hard and handle a great many responsibilities.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Michelle McCool instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Michelle McCool needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Michelle McCool's path lies in her development as an individual, the discovery of her own strengths and joys, the capacity to express her uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though McCool's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Michelle McCool is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, she may believe that striving to do her personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Michelle should let go of this notion. Finding her own center and doing what gives her delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Michelle McCool can offer the world at large.
The arena she is most likely to wrestle with these issues is in playful self-expression, games or sports, and creativity. Michelle McCool should try to develop any artistic, expressive, creative potentials she feels she possesses, utilizing the qualities described above.
Michelle should take extra care in her relationships with people, for she could easily end up in the wrong crowd. Michelle McCool could be the victim of fraud and falsehood or through association may become an accessory to malicious action.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Virgo
Saturn in 5th house
Saturn Square Neptune
Saturn Opposition Sun/Moon
Saturn Conjunct Pluto/N. Node
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 5th house
N. Node Opposition Neptune/Asc.