challenges and difficulties
Mathilde Blind has a great capacity for self-denial in the pursuit of a long-range goal. Mathilde is capable of hard work and persistent labor, but she may lack the capacity for joy and play. Mathilde Blind often feels burdened by life's demands and responsibilities, and may envy those who seem to attract what they want in life without a great deal of personal effort.
There is a very judgmental, stern, and uncompromising side of Blind's that may inhibit her a great deal. Mathilde Blind must avoid becoming cumbersome and cynical, or a rather callous, sophisticated adult whose sense of practicality and realism rob her of the playful, imaginative side of life.
Blind is generally not a "joiner" and she does not feel comfortable in clubs, organizations or other groups of people that are centered on some common ideal or interest. If Mathilde Blind does participate in a group, she may find the rules and procedures restrictive - or she may simply feel that she does not fit in with the others.
Being alone or with older, more experienced people suits Mathilde Blind better than being with groups of her own peers.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Mathilde Blind instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Mathilde Blind needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Mathilde Blind's path lies in cultivating idealism and humanitarian feelings, being concerned with how Blind's actions impact the world at large, perhaps becoming more aware of the social implications of Blind's life style and personal choices or becoming active politically. Participating in organizations that support Blind's ideals is one way to do this.
When under stress she is likely to become overly focused on herself and her own little world.
Instead of "how will this benefit or hurt me?" Blind's focus needs to shift to "how will this affect us all?".
Ideally, Mathilde Blind needs to strike a balance between doing for herself and doing for others, by discovering how Blind's unique gifts can benefit others.
It is in her relationships with others that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. There is a dynamic balance (or conflict) within Mathilde Blind between acting spontaneously and being true to herself versus modifying herself or her behavior to suit others. Mathilde Blind seesaws between being inordinately concerned with her self to being overly conciliatory and concerned with others' needs, rights, or opinions about her. Learning to act authentically and forthrightly regardless of possible consequences is Blind's task.
The following are specific activities that will support Mathilde Blind in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Blind, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Mathilde Blind should become more aware of the spiritual side of life and its underlying unity by getting involved in charitable activities and opening up her psychic channels. Meditation that develops Blind's intuitive abilities, as well as learning about the unseen side of life through her own dream experiences or altered states of awareness, can be important steps in Mathilde's path.
Moreover, musical and artistic or imaginative endeavors will be important to her.
Mathilde Blind seems to be a loner, rather serious and quiet. Perhaps she is burdened by family conditions that weigh her down. Mathilde prefers to associate with older or more authoritative people and is happier in a subordinate position.
She is reserved and somewhat conservative in presenting her viewpoints to others and prefers a philosophical discussion to small talk. Mathilde Blind is quite selective in her choice of subjects and only wants to study what is really of interest to her.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Capricorn
Saturn in 11th house
N. Node in Aquarius
N. Node in 1st house
N. Node Conjunct Neptune
N. Node Conjunct Sun/Saturn
N. Node Conjunct Mercury/Saturn