challenges and difficulties
Mary Hart has a penchant for order and precision, and an almost compulsive attention to detail. She is often hypercritical and can be such a demanding perfectionist that she discourages herself or others from even attempting something that will not be done exactly the way Hart knows it should be done.
She frequently over analyzes or picks things apart mentally. Mary Hart may also be somewhat of a hypochondriac. Mary must learn that she does not have to rationally understand everything in order for it to be valid, and also to relax her unnecessarily high or strict standards.
Hart is generally not a "joiner" and she does not feel comfortable in clubs, organizations or other groups of people that are centered on some common ideal or interest. If Mary Hart does participate in a group, she may find the rules and procedures restrictive - or she may simply feel that she does not fit in with the others.
Being alone or with older, more experienced people suits Mary Hart better than being with groups of her own peers.
Her faith, optimism, and sense of possibilities are tempered by a great deal of caution, and often doubt or skepticism as well. Whatever hopes or visions Mary Hart has for her life are firmly held in check by her sense of reality. At times she may wish for more freedom, but Mary also fears it and holds back. Mary Hart may blame practical limitations, some external condition or the prevailing Authority for her own inhibitions.
Her disposition is somewhat melancholic and Mary Hart may have a rather pessimistic outlook. Mary has an inner need to be alone and to engage in deep meditation. Mary Hart takes life seriously and may have been taught early on to learn from her mistakes.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Mary Hart instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Mary Hart needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Cultivating the qualities of empathy, gentleness, and compassion will help counterbalance Hart's deeply ingrained perfectionism and critical nature. When under stress, she is apt to try to rigorously analyze and focus on what needs to be corrected or improved, and she can easily become problem-oriented and lose sight of the big picture.
Mary Hart has to learn to relax and surrender to the flow of events without having to figure everything out all the time. She should let her feelings and intuitions flow more freely, be more flexible and fluid, use her imagination and let her dreams emerge!
The arena she is most likely to wrestle with these issues is in playful self-expression, games or sports, and creativity. Mary Hart should try to develop any artistic, expressive, creative potentials she feels she possesses, utilizing the qualities described above.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Mary Hart back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Mary Hart's rigid self-control overly restricts her ability to freely express herself or explore possibilities. She is excessively concerned with work, duty and security. She tends to be fearful, judgmental towards herself or others, and can feel alone and cut off from sources of nourishment outside herself. Mary Hart should try to learn to relax and recognize that not everything is Hart's responsibility.
Mary Hart has a strong desire to share her opinions with others and is inclined to seek out people who have the same ideas that she has. She may enjoy studying and developing her intellectual interests with them.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Virgo
Saturn in 11th house
Jupiter Quincunx Saturn
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/MC
N. Node in Pisces
N. Node in 5th house
N. Node Opposition Saturn
N. Node Opposition Mercury/MC