challenges and difficulties
McCutcheon is wary of becoming emotionally dependent on others, and may distance herself or deny her needs for relationships of closeness and intimacy so that she will not be vulnerable to rejection or abandonment. On the other hand, Martine McCutcheon may cling excessively or need constant reassurance from loved ones and family. Developing a deep, inner sense of security, as well as the ability to give and receive nurturing are important tasks for Martine.
Her fears revolve around money and material security, and Martine McCutcheon works very hard to ensure that her assets are solid. She may be very conservative, even stingy with her money because she is afraid there will not be enough. She may turn this fear around and become very shrewd about investments and financial matters.
At some point in her life Martine McCutcheon may experience a tragic love relationship that affects her deeply. She may remain heavily burdened by certain disturbing experiences, thereby rendering Martine cold or bitter.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Martine McCutcheon instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Martine McCutcheon needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
She is capable of withstanding outside influences and remaining constant and steady on her path, but when under stress Martine McCutcheon becomes downright obstinate and implacable, resisting any change no matter how necessary or desirable the change may be. Tenaciously trying to preserve the status quo and hold on to what she has, she is apt to ignore the subtle signals she receives about needing to do something differently, which often leads to a crisis.
Martine McCutcheon needs to learn the limits of her ability to control life, and to accept and even embrace change and loss of the familiar, in order to allow for new life and growth. "Letting go" is a major life lesson for her. McCutcheon also needs to develop a balanced attitude toward her appetites and desires, as Martine McCutcheon tends to overindulge and/or deny herself excessively.
The arena she is most likely to wrestle with these issues is in playful self-expression, games or sports, and creativity. Martine McCutcheon should try to develop any artistic, expressive, creative potentials she feels she possesses, utilizing the qualities described above.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Martine McCutcheon back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
The tendency for self-indulgence, laziness, and over-reliance on the generosity or affection of others, as well as making love relationships, social life and superficial pleasures more important than anything else in her life.
Martine McCutcheon tends to over-rely on luck or grace, living for tomorrow and gambling. Martine is overconfident and tends to overextend herself and take on more than is humanly possible. Martine is often dogmatic about her philosophy of life or religious beliefs.
Martine McCutcheon is not in the least bit selfish and she has the ability to share the joy she feels with other people. Martine seems to have a gift for getting more reserved people to open up, teaching them how to give and receive love and affection.
Martine McCutcheon often tends to feel sad and may sympathize with people who are "in the same boat". She is likely to cling to old things and wants to pass on her traditions.
Martine McCutcheon seems to have an innate sense of cosmic awareness and is likely to have strong psychical or metaphysical talents. She is inclined to join some parapsychology groups where she may share her unusual experiences with others.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Cancer
Saturn in 2nd house
Saturn Conjunct Venus/Pluto
N. Node in Scorpio
N. Node in 5th house
N. Node Opposition Venus
N. Node Opposition Jupiter
N. Node Opposition Venus/Jupiter
N. Node Opposition Saturn/MC
N. Node Conjunct Neptune/Pluto