challenges and difficulties
She is very self-conscious and has a great need for ego-affirmation and praise. Expressing herself freely and openly is not easy for Marilyn Wilson. Marilyn Wilson-Rutherford tends to work hard at playing and "having fun", rather than being light-hearted and spontaneous. Developing self-love and self-acceptance regardless of her "performance" is an important task for Marilyn Rovell.
Marilyn Wilson-Rutherford takes her commitments to others very seriously, especially in close one-to-one relationships. Her strong sense of responsibility to the other person makes Marilyn Wilson a trustworthy and dedicated partner, but she often feels that marriage or any binding commitment between her and another person is too restrictive and burdensome, and thus seeks to avoid it. Close relationships may be more work than pleasure for Marilyn Wilson-Rutherford and it may seem that she is always "working on" her marriage rather than enjoying it. However, Marilyn Wilson will persevere and ultimately grow through the process.
She is suspicious of groups, crowds, and social organizations. Marilyn Wilson is quick to pick up on social charades and insincerity and avoids the limelight and glamour. Marilyn Wilson-Rutherford is direct and to the point in speech and manner, stubborn and inflexible, and often unwilling to communicate her innermost feelings and thoughts.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Marilyn Wilson-Rutherford instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Marilyn Wilson-Rutherford needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Marilyn Wilson-Rutherford benefits by becoming more aware of the rhythm of the seasons and the natural world, learning to slow down and allow life to unfold in its own time. Nurturing a garden, a child, or some other living, growing thing gives Marilyn Wilson-Rutherford a sense of inner balance.
Marilyn Wilson-Rutherford has a tendency to be deeply suspicious, to not take anything at face value and to see hidden agendas and dark motives even where none exist! Life does not have to be a constant conflict... Marilyn Rovell needs to learn to accept things as they are.
Marilyn Wilson also needs to develop patience, peace and stability by grounding herself in her daily work and behaving consistently and reliably towards others.
It is in trying to strike a balance between Marilyn Wilson's inner, personal life and her career or involvement with the world at large that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Marilyn Wilson-Rutherford needs to focus attention on her home and family situation, and create a secure inner anchor.
Marilyn Wilson-Rutherford seems to be a loner, rather serious and quiet. Perhaps she is burdened by family conditions that weigh her down. Marilyn Rovell prefers to associate with older or more authoritative people and is happier in a subordinate position.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Leo
Saturn in 7th house
Saturn Conjunct Pluto
N. Node in Taurus
N. Node in 4th house
N. Node Opposition Sun/Saturn