challenges and difficulties
Maria Kanellis takes her personal relationships so seriously that they may seem more like work, constant effort and compromise, rather than a free and enjoyable sharing experience. She may feel that relationships in general require more of her than they are worth, and Maria enters into any close relationship cautiously and conscientiously. Maria Kanellis also fears entrapment in close relationships.
It may be difficult for Maria Kanellis to play spontaneously or just let her hair down, for she tends to inhibit that side of her by being too self-conscious and concerned with the impression she is making.
Maria may work very hard at some sport or creative medium in order to excel, for she wants very, very much to be noticed, acknowledged and recognized as special in some way. Though she may indeed be outstanding, Maria Kanellis also needs to learn to relax and enjoy herself more.
She is suspicious of groups, crowds, and social organizations. Kanellis is quick to pick up on social charades and insincerity and avoids the limelight and glamour. Maria Kanellis is direct and to the point in speech and manner, stubborn and inflexible, and often unwilling to communicate her innermost feelings and thoughts.
She is not afraid of hard work and leaves no stone unturned in the pursuit of her objectives. Maria Kanellis has a strong desire to overcome any difficulties or obstacles in her way and will do this at all cost, even if it means having to use force.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Maria Kanellis instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Maria Kanellis needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
When under stress, Maria Kanellis is apt to shut off the flow of her emotions and ignore her needs and feelings in order to do what she perceives as her duty or simply what the practical realities of the situation dictate. This can lead to a certain rigidity and inflexibility. If overdone, self-control, self-discipline, or an exaggerated concern over what society, family or others expect of her, makes life more of a burden than an adventure.
Fostering her tender, caring, feminine, and nurturing aspects is an important step in Maria Kanellis' growth. Maria Kanellis needs to learn how to nourish and lovingly tend to both herself and others. Letting herself be taken care of sometimes is okay!
It is in her dealings with money, financial security, tangible assets and possessions that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above are ones Maria Kanellis needs to integrate in tangible ways: how she makes a living, building assets and a secure material base, what she does with the resources she has. Maria Kanellis should try to avoid over involvement or entanglements with other people's money matters, legal business, and personal affairs.
She is somewhat restless and nervous, but enjoys communicating with people and is constantly confronting others with her new ideas. Maria has the ability to develop new relationships quickly and she can also be a stimulating force in group activities.
She is very social and her relationships with others are very warm and expansive. It is essential for Maria's emotional welfare to be surrounded by people and she is an active member of groups or associations she belongs to.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Libra
Saturn in 5th house
Saturn Conjunct Pluto
Saturn Conjunct Mars/Pluto
N. Node in Cancer
N. Node in 2nd house
N. Node Opposition Sun/Uranus
N. Node Opposition Moon/Jupiter