challenges and difficulties
Camby doubts his own intelligence and mental capacities, and he may work very hard at studies in order to compensate for this. Marcus is often overly serious and disinterested in light or superficial conversation. Spontaneous communication, social give-and-take, and making small talk are likely to be difficult for him.
He may have vague but ever-present feelings of guilt and fear that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Marcus Camby does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend himself from its dangers and its unknowns. Marcus Camby must learn to overcome his ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Marcus Camby instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Marcus Camby needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
It is easy for Marcus Camby to become distracted from his path by the multitude of interesting choices, possibilities, and options available to him. Marcus Camby needs to develop single mindedness and focus. Until Marcus directs his attention to some of the big questions, such as "What is my life's purpose?" "What is really important to me and essential to my happiness?", he is apt to dabble, scatter his energies in many directions and engage in activities which are entertaining but ultimately neither fruitful nor enriching.
Having an overall vision for his life and aligning his daily activities so that they support rather than detract from Camby's larger purpose in life, is a significant step toward his personal development.
It is in his work and his relationships with co-workers, employers, and employees that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Integrating the qualities described above into Camby's work and daily routine will lead to greater satisfaction, improved health, and personal growth.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Gemini
Saturn in 12th house
N. Node in Sagittarius
N. Node in 6th house