challenges and difficulties
Cerdan fears of becoming emotionally dependent upon others, and may distance himself or deny his needs for relationships of closeness and intimacy so that he will not be vulnerable to rejection or abandonment. On the other hand, Marcel Cerdan may cling excessively or need constant reassurance from loved ones and family. Developing a deep, inner sense of security, as well as the ability to give and receive nurturing are important tasks for Marcel.
Marcel Cerdan takes both his work and his health very seriously, but he may demand so much of his at work that he compromise his health. Marcel can become a workaholic, not so much because he has lofty ambitions, but because he never feels like he has done enough. Marcel Cerdan is overly responsible or overly conscientious at work, so much so that he may not enjoy it at all.
Cerdan can also get overly involved in self-improvement or his health, and he tends to be a bit of a hypochondriac.
The side of Marcel Cerdan that wants and needs structure, order, stability, and a disciplined way of life is at odds with his urges for unfettered freedom, change, excitement, and discovery. There is apt to be much discontent, inner stress, and tension due to this, and at times Marcel finds it hard to relax. Marcel Cerdan may act out in a rebellious way now and then, or clamp down hard on himself, in an attempt to strictly control his "wild" impulses. Cerdan's task is to try to find a reasonable balance between order and creative chaos in his life.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Marcel Cerdan instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Marcel Cerdan needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Marcel Cerdan has a great capacity for sympathy, tenderness, and caring, which is a gift that he is apt to over bestow at times. For balance, Marcel Cerdan needs to foster mature self-discipline, self-control, and personal responsibility.
When under stress, he has a strong instinct to retreat back to the nest, to be a child again, or to become overwhelmed with feelings and longings to be taken care of. Also, he may encourage others to depend on him emotionally (and otherwise) to an unhealthy degree. Marcel Cerdan needs to learn how to set limits and to turn off the flow of support when necessary.
It is deep within himself, as Marcel Cerdan faces his own demons, fears, and struggles - those aspects of life that are not easily or readily shared, those parts of his life that Marcel Cerdan keeps hidden from public view where he is most likely to wrestle with these issues.
The qualities described above can also be beneficially channeled into some sort of charitable work, altruistic service or ministering to people in need.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Marcel Cerdan back, or which he is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Being excessively egocentric or proud, needing personal recognition and applause, wanting to be center stage all the time, needing to be important and special.
Escapism through fantasy, intoxicants, or passive, vicarious activities (television, movies, etc.), waiting for a miracle instead of taking constructive steps to help himself, aimlessness or an inability to make and keep commitments, and self deception regarding other people. Marcel has a tendency to be a martyr.
He enjoys relationships with others who can tune into the spiritual world and Marcel Cerdan is likely to join groups or associations that sponsor psychics and that explore the connection with karmic influences.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Cancer
Saturn in 6th house
Saturn Quincunx Uranus
N. Node in Capricorn
N. Node in 12th house
N. Node Opposition Sun
N. Node Opposition Neptune
N. Node Opposition Mercury/Neptune