challenges and difficulties
Grondin both yearns for, and fears, being emotionally vulnerable to others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting them get to know him intimately does not come easily to Marc-André, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. Marc-André Grondin is very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, is an important task for Grondin.
It may be difficult for Marc-André Grondin to play spontaneously or just let his hair down, for he tends to inhibit that side of his by being too self-conscious and concerned with the impression he is making.
Marc-André may work very hard at some sport or creative medium in order to excel, for he wants very, very much to be noticed, acknowledged and recognized as special in some way. Though he may indeed be outstanding, Marc-André Grondin also needs to learn to relax and enjoy himself more.
Marc-André tries to build his life on solid ground, but may find it difficult to move forward because he always tends to look back. This could result in feelings of inferiority and periodic depression.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Marc-André Grondin instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Marc-André Grondin needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Marc-André Grondin needs to take what he has learned (either through formal education or his own questing and life experience) and share it with others, communicate it or express it in a way that can benefit others. Knowledge and understanding, which does not enhance either Marc-André's quality of life or that of persons in his world, is of little real value. Putting Grondin's understanding, philosophy, and convictions into practice in his daily relationships, and in the multiple choices he makes every day, will enable Marc-André Grondin to really test his belief system and discover more about life.
When under stress, Marc-André Grondin is apt to seek refuge in imagining that the grass is greener elsewhere, rather than working with what is at hand. Marc-André Grondin needs to cultivate his ability to live in the present!
It is deep within himself, as Marc-André Grondin faces his own demons, fears, and struggles - those aspects of life that are not easily or readily shared, those parts of his life that Marc-André Grondin keeps hidden from public view where he is most likely to wrestle with these issues.
The qualities described above can also be beneficially channeled into some sort of charitable work, altruistic service or ministering to people in need.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Marc-André Grondin back, or which he is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Going to extremes, willful rebelliousness and an instinctive anti-authoritarian attitude. Marc-André Grondin seeks constant (and often purposeless) movement or change, involvement with unreliable people, and individual freedom at any cost.
Grondin is somewhat shy and tends to feel inferior when he is with others. Marc-André Grondin is inclined to establish relationships with weak or sick people and is always willing to help or take care of them.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Scorpio
Saturn in 5th house
Saturn Opposition Asc./MC
N. Node in Gemini
N. Node in 12th house
N. Node Opposition Uranus
N. Node Opposition Saturn/Neptune