challenges and difficulties
Maia has an innate distrust of groups and/or a cynical attitude toward society that may leave her feeling out of step and unable to participate in activities with her peers. Overcoming a sense of aloofness and alienation from others is an important task for Morgenstern.
Maia Morgenstern takes both her work and her health very seriously, but she may demand so much of herself at work that she compromises her health. Maia can become a workaholic, not so much because she has lofty ambitions, but because she never feels like she has done enough. Maia Morgenstern is overly responsible or overly conscientious at work, so much so that she may not enjoy it at all.
Morgenstern can also get overly involved in self-improvement or her health, and she tends to be a bit of a hypochondriac.
Maia Morgenstern strives and struggles a great deal with her ideals or spiritual aspirations. She may go through periods of self-denial, asceticism, and in-depth study of religious philosophy and spiritual practices, or she may lose heart and become cynical about religious ideals; however, she can never quite divorce herself from her idealistic concerns.
Her physical vitality and mental energy tend to be somewhat low. For this reason Maia Morgenstern should try to avoid any unnecessary emotional and physical stress and maintain good health habits in order to enhance her resistance to illness.
Maia Morgenstern tends to be somewhat insecure and uncertain about her direction in life. Frequently plagued by doubt and fear, she is inclined to worry a lot. Because Morgenstern lacks the confidence to fight back, she may allow herself to become the victim of others.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Maia Morgenstern instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Maia Morgenstern needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Maia Morgenstern's path lies in her development as an individual, the discovery of her own strengths and joys, the capacity to express her uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Morgenstern's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Maia Morgenstern is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, she may believe that striving to do her personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Maia should let go of this notion. Finding her own center and doing what gives her delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Maia Morgenstern can offer the world at large.
It is deep within herself, as Maia Morgenstern faces her own demons, fears, and struggles - those aspects of life that are not easily or readily shared, those parts of her life that Maia Morgenstern keeps hidden from public view where she is most likely to wrestle with these issues.
The qualities described above can also be beneficially channeled into some sort of charitable work, altruistic service or ministering to people in need.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Maia Morgenstern back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Maia Morgenstern's rigid self-control overly restricts her ability to freely express herself or explore possibilities. She is excessively concerned with work, duty and security. She tends to be fearful, judgmental towards herself or others, and can feel alone and cut off from sources of nourishment outside herself. Maia Morgenstern should try to learn to relax and recognize that not everything is Morgenstern's responsibility.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aquarius
Saturn in 6th house
Saturn Square Neptune
Saturn Conjunct Sun/Neptune
Saturn Conjunct Neptune/MC
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 12th house
N. Node Opposition Saturn