challenges and difficulties
Luna has an innate distrust of groups and/or a cynical attitude toward society that may leave her feeling out of step and unable to participate in activities with her peers. Overcoming a sense of aloofness and alienation from others is an important task for Gertrude Vachon.
She is very conscientious, responsible, and concerned with her duty, her public image and reputation, and becoming a person of stature in the world. Luna Vachon understands the need for hard work and careful planning in order to accomplish anything substantial and she is capable of much self-discipline and patience once she sets her sights on a goal.
But Luna Vachon is very judgmental and hard on herself if she fails to attain success, and she can become dry, bitter, or cynical if the world does not recognize her efforts.
The side of Luna Vachon that wants and needs structure, order, stability, and a disciplined way of life is at odds with her urges for unfettered freedom, change, excitement, and discovery. There is apt to be much discontent, inner stress, and tension as a result, and at times Luna finds it hard to relax. Luna Vachon may act out in a rebellious way now and then, or clamp down hard on herself, in an attempt to strictly control her "wild" impulses. Gertrude Vachon's task is to try to find a reasonable balance between order and creative chaos in her life.
Luna Vachon has a serious outlook on life and a tendency to dwell on her own flaws as well as those of everyone else. Gertrude Vachon may be rather reserved with people and may find it difficult to express herself, thereby leaving a more negative impression than she intended.
Her disposition is somewhat melancholic and Luna Vachon may have a rather pessimistic outlook. Luna has an inner need to be alone and to engage in deep meditation. Luna Vachon takes life seriously and may have been taught early on to learn from her mistakes.
She is inclined to preserve and build up her heritage. Others are attracted to her, but at the same time Luna Vachon gives the impression of being unapproachable. Gertrude Vachon tends to hold back her feelings and is somewhat inhibited with others, especially in her love relationships.
Although Luna Vachon is generally happy, at times she could become somewhat inhibited and because of this, she may occasionally let good opportunities slip by. Although she is interested in people, Gertrude Vachon also tends to periodically seek seclusion.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Luna Vachon instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Luna Vachon needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Luna Vachon's path lies in her development as an individual, the discovery of her own strengths and joys, the capacity to express her uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Gertrude Vachon's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Luna Vachon is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, she may believe that striving to do her personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Luna should let go of this notion. Finding her own center and doing what gives her delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Luna Vachon can offer the world at large.
The arena she is most likely to wrestle with these issues is in playful self-expression, games or sports, and creativity. Luna Vachon should try to develop any artistic, expressive, creative potentials she feels she possesses, utilizing the qualities described above.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aquarius
Saturn in 10th house
Saturn Quincunx Uranus
Saturn Conjunct Sun/Mercury
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/MC
Saturn Conjunct Venus/Jupiter
Saturn Conjunct Jupiter/MC
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 5th house