challenges and difficulties
Rainer either overvalues or undervalues her possessions and assets. She can also go to extremes in dealing with bodily needs and desires, being either hedonistic or ascetic. Luise Rainer may deny herself sensual pleasure and enjoyment of the fruits of her labors. She may also be stingy and unable to give freely. Many times Luise Rainer feels that she does not have "enough" to make her feel secure, regardless of how much (money, insurance, etc.) she has!
Rainer is generally not a "joiner" and she does not feel comfortable in clubs, organizations or other groups of people that are centered on some common ideal or interest. If Luise Rainer does participate in a group, she may find the rules and procedures restrictive - or she may simply feel that she does not fit in with the others.
Being alone or with older, more experienced people suits Luise Rainer better than being with groups of her own peers.
Luise Rainer tends to be somewhat insecure and uncertain about her direction in life. Frequently plagued by doubt and fear, she is inclined to worry a lot. Because Rainer lacks the confidence to fight back, she may allow herself to become the victim of others.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Luise Rainer instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Luise Rainer needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Seeking harmonious interpersonal relationships, cooperation, and togetherness, as well as the desire to please or appease other people, are drives that come very naturally to Luise Rainer - so much so that she seeks them out at her own expense. When she is under stress, Rainer tends to look outside herself for approval or answers, and she leans on others too much. Therefore, developing self-reliance, and the courage to look inwardly for answers and forge her own path through life is a key factor in her self-development.
Luise Rainer is often tempted to be less than completely straightforward about her intentions or desires, and she can become enmeshed in a quagmire of "little white lies". Stark honesty - both inward and toward others - is the only way out! This, however, leads to the need to confront some of Rainer's most deeply ingrained fears, such as "what if they do not like me?" and "what if I have to go through this alone?".
Luise Rainer needs to cultivate her ability to be assertive, take initiative and act on her own behalf. Directness and self-reliance are imperative.
It is in any involvements she has with teams, clubs, organizations, networks, and the like that Luise Rainer is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above need to be channeled into some sort of group effort or experience, or have some impact on society at large.
Luise Rainer tends to be fascinated by new and obscure things and may be strongly attracted to the occult. She may contribute to the spontaneous forming of groups and may gain spiritual enlightenment together with others.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Taurus
Saturn in 11th house
Saturn Conjunct Neptune/MC
N. Node in Aries
N. Node in 11th house
N. Node Conjunct Uranus/Neptune