challenges and difficulties
Lillian Carter has a critical, cynical attitude towards many religions and philosophies. Without realizing it, she prevents herself from appreciating new viewpoints and attitudes. Carter is more rigid and dogmatic than she realizes. Her approach may also be too intellectual or moralistic. Lillian Carter takes her own political beliefs and spiritual philosophy very seriously, worrying and fretting if she is not 100% clear about some ideology or theory.
She may have nebulous but ever-present guilt and fears that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Lillian Carter does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Lillian Carter must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
She is serious and sincere about her interests, does not accept superficial answers and is not easily placated. Lillian wants her inspirations to become reality and she does not mind upsetting a few apple carts in the process. Lillian Carter becomes impatient with others for being hesitant to implement new ideas and take action, and her occasional outbreaks of brusque, insensitive behavior often do more harm than good.
She may feel hindered or oppressed by other people frequently and overcoming difficulties jointly with others could come suddenly. Lillian Carter seems to be afraid of her own courage and may find it hard to express her desires.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Lillian Carter instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Lillian Carter needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Lillian Carter has a great capacity for sympathy, tenderness, and caring, which is a gift that she is apt to over bestow at times. For balance, Lillian Carter needs to foster mature self-discipline, self-control, and personal responsibility.
When under stress, she has a strong instinct to retreat back to the nest, to be a child again, or to become overwhelmed with feelings and longings to be taken care of. Also, she may encourage others to depend on her emotionally (and otherwise) to an unhealthy degree. Lillian Carter needs to learn how to set limits and to turn off the flow of support when necessary.
It is in her dealings with money, financial security, tangible assets and possessions that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above are ones Lillian Carter needs to integrate in tangible ways: how she makes a living, building assets and a secure material base, what she does with the resources she has. Lillian Carter should try to avoid over involvement or entanglements with other people's money matters, legal business, and personal affairs.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Sagittarius
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Conjunct Uranus
Saturn Conjunct Uranus/Asc.
N. Node in Capricorn
N. Node in 2nd house