challenges and difficulties
Lilian Garcia often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something she cannot name or specify, and she may sense both a great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or over sensitivity is an important task for García.
It may be difficult for Lilian Garcia to play spontaneously or just let her hair down, for she tends to inhibit that side of her by being too self-conscious and concerned with the impression she is making.
Lilián may work very hard at some sport or creative medium in order to excel, for she wants very, very much to be noticed, acknowledged and recognized as special in some way. Though she may indeed be outstanding, Lilian Garcia also needs to learn to relax and enjoy herself more.
She is likely to have very intense experiences in her emotional life and should guard against feelings of depression and inhibition. Lilian Garcia may be plagued by inner turmoil and obsessive ideas or notions.
Lilian Garcia has a tendency to think on the dark side, is somewhat gloomy and touchy and easily disappointed. She may find it hard to keeps her attention on the real world and may become obsessed with strange ideas and fanciful beliefs.
Basically shy, García tends to be somewhat inhibited in love relationships and may feel uncomfortable or awkward expressing her love for someone. Lilian Garcia longs for love relationships and dreams about love, but is also inclined to torment herself because of a seeming lack of affection.
Lilián tries to build her life on solid ground, but may find it difficult to move forward because she always tends to look back. This could result in feelings of inferiority and periodic depression.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Lilian Garcia instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Lilian Garcia needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Lilian Garcia benefits by becoming more aware of the rhythm of the seasons and the natural world, learning to slow down and allow life to unfold in its own time. Nurturing a garden, a child, or some other living, growing thing gives Lilian Garcia a sense of inner balance.
Lilian Garcia has a tendency to be deeply suspicious, to not take anything at face value and to see hidden agendas and dark motives even where none exist! Life does not have to be a constant conflict... Lilián needs to learn to accept things as they are.
García also needs to develop patience, peace and stability by grounding herself in her daily work and behaving consistently and reliably towards others.
It is in her marriage and other intimate, one-to-one relationships that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. She may see the qualities that she needs to develop more fully (described above) in her partner. It is important for Lilian Garcia to recognize, appreciate, and listen to the people in her life who express such attributes, as well as to develop them herself. Lilian Garcia has to put energy and attention into learning about others, and about herself through others.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Lilian Garcia back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Escapism through fantasy, intoxicants, or passive, vicarious activities (television, movies, etc.), waiting for a miracle instead of taking constructive steps to help herself, aimlessness or an inability to make and keep commitments, and self deception regarding other people. Lilián has a tendency to be a martyr.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 5th house
Saturn Opposition Moon/Pluto
Saturn Opposition Mercury/Neptune
Saturn Opposition Venus/Neptune
Saturn Opposition Asc./MC
N. Node in Taurus
N. Node in 7th house
N. Node Opposition Neptune