challenges and difficulties
Lezlie Deane often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something she cannot name or specify, and she may sense both a great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or over sensitivity is an important task for Deane.
Lezlie Deane takes both her work and her health very seriously, but she may demand so much of herself at work that she compromises her health. Lezlie can become a workaholic, not so much because she has lofty ambitions, but because she never feels like she has done enough. Lezlie Deane is overly responsible or overly conscientious at work, so much so that she may not enjoy it at all.
Deane can also get overly involved in self-improvement or her health, and she tends to be a bit of a hypochondriac.
Lezlie Deane seesaws between playing it safe, and doing something unique and original, between self-control and letting loose, between being a responsible adult and a rebellious adolescent, between what Lezlie has to or should do and what her spontaneous impulses tell her to do. All of this creates enormous inner tension as well as friction with people in her environment. Lezlie Deane may, for instance, bitterly resent government or authority figures who "crush her individuality", yet ignore her obligations and responsibilities, thus ensuring that they will pursue her. Learning to give each side its due is an ongoing challenge for Deane.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Lezlie Deane instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Lezlie Deane needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
When under stress, Lezlie Deane is apt to shut off the flow of her emotions and ignore her needs and feelings in order to do what she perceives as her duty or simply what the practical realities of the situation dictate. This can lead to a certain rigidity and inflexibility. If overdone, self-control, self-discipline, or an exaggerated concern over what society, family or others expect of her, makes life more of a burden than an adventure.
Fostering her tender, caring, feminine, and nurturing aspects is an important step in Lezlie Deane's growth. Lezlie Deane needs to learn how to nourish and lovingly tend to both herself and others. Letting herself be taken care of sometimes is okay!
It is in her public life and career that Lezlie Deane is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The latter will impact Deane's reputation and standing in her community or professional circle, as well as how Lezlie Deane achieves her important life goals and aspirations.
The following are specific activities that will support Lezlie Deane in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Deane, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
She needs to give and receive affection, love and pleasure (primarily with the qualities described previously). Lezlie Deane has to learn to respond to, appreciate and create beauty, art, harmonious surroundings and relationships. She needs to be aware of aesthetics and to do things in a gracious, pleasing manner. Lezlie Deane has to start enjoying life, nurturing friendships and cultivating her ability to love and to receive love.
She may have the feeling that she constantly has to surrender to the wishes of other people and she gives the impression of having a passive or indifferent role in her relationships. Lezlie Deane never takes the initiative and depends on the support of groups she is affiliated with.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 6th house
Saturn Opposition Uranus
N. Node in Cancer
N. Node in 10th house
N. Node Conjunct Venus
N. Node Opposition Moon/Neptune