challenges and difficulties
Holloman either overvalues or undervalues her possessions and assets. She can also go to extremes in dealing with bodily needs and desires, being either hedonistic or ascetic. Laurel Holloman may deny herself sensual pleasure and enjoyment of the fruits of her labors. She may also be stingy and unable to give freely. Many times Laurel Holloman feels that she does not have "enough" to make her feel secure, regardless of how much (money, insurance, etc.) she has!
She is very conscientious, responsible, and concerned with her duty, her public image and reputation, and becoming a person of stature in the world. Laurel Holloman understands the need for hard work and careful planning in order to accomplish anything substantial and she is capable of much self-discipline and patience once she sets her sights on a goal.
But Laurel Holloman is very judgmental and hard on herself if she fails to attain success, and she can become dry, bitter, or cynical if the world does not recognize her efforts.
Laurel Holloman tends to seesaw between hope, optimism, and faith versus doubt and oppression by limitations and practical realities. She needs to overcome impatience and restlessness in order to achieve her dreams and desires for a better life.
The conflict between spiritual needs and ideals versus material desires or limitations of the "real world" is one of Laurel's ongoing challenges. It may be hard for Laurel Holloman to sort out her true values, especially when she is enmeshed in the demands of mundane life. Times of retreat, isolation, meditation and prayer could be helpful to Holloman in this regard. Finding inner strength through spirituality and attunement to a higher source is ultimately the answer for her.
Laurel could find it difficult to express herself and consequently she feels inhibited and lonely at times. She tends to isolate herself from others and her relationships seem strained. Conditions in Laurel Holloman's parental home may be oppressive and constrained.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Laurel Holloman instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Laurel Holloman needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Laurel Holloman's path lies in cultivating idealism and humanitarian feelings, being concerned with how Holloman's actions impact the world at large, perhaps becoming more aware of the social implications of Holloman's life style and personal choices or becoming active politically. Participating in organizations that support Holloman's ideals is one way to do this.
When under stress she is likely to become overly focused on herself and her own little world.
Instead of "how will this benefit or hurt me?" Holloman's focus needs to shift to "how will this affect us all?".
Ideally, Laurel Holloman needs to strike a balance between doing for herself and doing for others, by discovering how Holloman's unique gifts can benefit others.
It is in her work and her relationships with co-workers, employers, and employees that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Integrating the qualities described above into Holloman's work and daily routine will lead to greater satisfaction, improved health, and personal growth.
Not at all selfish, Laurel Holloman has the ability to share the joy she feels with other people. Laurel seems to have a gift for getting more reserved people to open up, teaching them how to give and receive love and affection.
Laurel has an inclination to gossip and spread stories or she could be the subject of gossip herself at times. Her perception of partnership and family relationships tends to be somewhat unrealistic, and Laurel Holloman may put up a good front and pretend to have a harmonious life.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Taurus
Saturn in 10th house
Jupiter Opposition Saturn
Saturn Opposition Neptune
Saturn Conjunct Sun/Moon
N. Node in Aquarius
N. Node in 6th house
N. Node Conjunct Venus/Jupiter
N. Node Conjunct Venus/Neptune