challenges and difficulties
Vandervoort both yearns for, and fears, being emotionally vulnerable to others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting them get to know her intimately does not come easily to Laura, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. Laura Vandervoort is very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, is an important task for Vandervoort.
She may have vague but ever-present feelings of guilt and fear that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Laura Vandervoort does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Laura Vandervoort must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
Her physical vitality and mental energy tend to be somewhat low. For this reason Laura Vandervoort should try to avoid any unnecessary emotional and physical stress and maintain good health habits in order to enhance her resistance to illness.
Laura Vandervoort may often be coerced into doing things that she does not want to do, leaving her frustrated, irritable and touchy. Laura could turn hard and unforgiving toward others and may break up some important relationships.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Laura Vandervoort instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Laura Vandervoort needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Laura Vandervoort benefits by becoming more aware of the rhythm of the seasons and the natural world, learning to slow down and allow life to unfold in its own time. Nurturing a garden, a child, or some other living, growing thing gives Laura Vandervoort a sense of inner balance.
Laura Vandervoort has a tendency to be deeply suspicious, to not take anything at face value and to see hidden agendas and dark motives even where none exist! Life does not have to be a constant conflict... Laura needs to learn to accept things as they are.
Vandervoort also needs to develop patience, peace and stability by grounding herself in her daily work and behaving consistently and reliably towards others.
It is in her marriage and other intimate, one-to-one relationships that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. She may see the qualities that she needs to develop more fully (described above) in her partner. It is important for Laura Vandervoort to recognize, appreciate, and listen to the people in her life who express such attributes, as well as to develop them herself. Laura Vandervoort has to put energy and attention into learning about others, and about herself through others.
Laura Vandervoort is not in the least bit selfish and she has the ability to share the joy she feels with other people. Laura seems to have a gift for getting more reserved people to open up, teaching them how to give and receive love and affection.
Laura Vandervoort seems to have an innate sense of cosmic awareness and is likely to have strong psychical or metaphysical talents. She is inclined to join some parapsychology groups where she may share her unusual experiences with others.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Scorpio
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Conjunct Sun/Neptune
Saturn Conjunct Pluto/Asc.
N. Node in Taurus
N. Node in 7th house
N. Node Opposition Venus/Jupiter
N. Node Opposition Neptune/Pluto