challenges and difficulties
Rentzel doubts his own intelligence and mental capacities, and he may work very hard at studies in order to compensate for this. Lance is often overly serious and disinterested in light or superficial conversation. Spontaneous communication, social give-and-take, and making small talk are likely to be difficult for him.
It may be difficult for Lance Rentzel to play spontaneously or just let his hair down, for he tends to inhibit that side of his by being too self-conscious and concerned with the impression he is making.
Lance may work very hard at some sport or creative medium in order to excel, for he wants very, very much to be noticed, acknowledged, and recognized as special in some way. Though he may indeed be outstanding, Lance Rentzel also needs to learn to relax and enjoy himself more.
He prefers to work alone rather than with other people. Content on his own, Rentzel tends to become inhibited when he is with others, especially women. Lance Rentzel may feel that the effort required to be with others is too great and probably not even worth it.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Lance Rentzel instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Lance Rentzel needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Lance Rentzel's path lies in his development as an individual, the discovery of his own strengths and joys, the capacity to express his uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Rentzel's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Lance Rentzel is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, he may believe that striving to do his personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Lance should let go of this notion. Finding his own center and doing what gives him delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Lance Rentzel can offer the world at large.
It is in his marriage and other intimate, one-to-one relationships that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. He may see the qualities that he needs to develop more fully (described above) in his partner. It is important for Lance Rentzel to recognize, appreciate, and listen to the people in his life who express such attributes, as well as to develop them himself. Lance Rentzel has to put energy and attention into learning about others, and about himself through others.
The following are specific activities that will support Lance Rentzel in his growth. These may or may not feel natural to Rentzel, and he may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to his path to wholeness.
Lance Rentzel's path to wholeness involves confronting his dark and hidden recesses, bringing them out into the open, and transforming himself in the process. Healing abilities develop as a result of Rentzel's willingness to experience and transform deep emotions such as grief, anger, and pain. Furthermore, bringing light to the darkness and pain in the world without becoming overwhelmed by it is a significant challenge for Lance.
He is somewhat restless and nervous, but enjoys communicating with people and is constantly confronting others with his new ideas. Lance has the ability to develop new relationships quickly and he can also be a stimulating force in group activities.
His conversations with others tend to be lively and productive but could also easily turn into arguments. The subject of Rentzel's discussions is likely to be about working on and incorporating educational matters.
Rentzel is somewhat shy and tends to feel inferior when he is with others. Lance Rentzel is inclined to establish relationships more with weak or sick people and is always willing to help or take care of them.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Gemini
Saturn in 5th house
Saturn Conjunct Moon/N. Node
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 7th house
N. Node Conjunct Pluto
N. Node Conjunct Sun/Uranus
N. Node Conjunct Mercury/Mars
N. Node Conjunct Saturn/Neptune