challenges and difficulties
Sarah Chatto often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something she cannot name or specify, and she may sense both a great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or over sensitivity is an important task for Lady Sarah Chatto.
She is very conscientious, responsible, and concerned with her duty, her public image and reputation, and becoming a person of stature in the world. Sarah Chatto understands the need for hard work and careful planning in order to accomplish anything substantial and she is capable of much self-discipline and patience once she sets her sights on a goal.
But Sarah Chatto is very judgmental and hard on herself if she fails to attain success, and she can become dry, bitter, or cynical if the world does not recognize her efforts.
Sarah Chatto seesaws between playing it safe, and doing something unique and original, between self-control and letting loose, between being a responsible adult and a rebellious adolescent, between what Sarah has to or should do and what her spontaneous impulses tell her to do. All of this creates enormous inner tension as well as friction with people in her environment. Sarah Chatto may, for instance, bitterly resent government or authority figures who "crush her individuality", yet ignore her obligations and responsibilities, thus ensuring that they will pursue her. Learning to give each side its due is an ongoing challenge for Lady Sarah Chatto.
She may feel inhibited in her relationships with others and give the impression of being unapproachable and wanting to keep her distance. Sarah Chatto thinks about her feelings for a long time before she expresses them to anyone and she tends to hide her inner self.
Sarah Chatto tends to experience inner conflicts between her responsibilities and her desires. Lady Sarah Chatto may give preference to duties over desires, which makes it very difficult for her to be truly happy.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Sarah Chatto instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Sarah Chatto needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
When under stress, Sarah Chatto is apt to shut off the flow of her emotions and ignore her needs and feelings in order to do what she perceives as her duty or simply what the practical realities of the situation dictate. This can lead to a certain rigidity and inflexibility. If overdone, self-control, self-discipline, or an exaggerated concern over what society, family or others expect of her, makes life more of a burden than an adventure.
Fostering her tender, caring, feminine, and nurturing aspects is an important step in Sarah Chatto's growth. Sarah Chatto needs to learn how to nourish and lovingly tend to both herself and others. Letting herself be taken care of sometimes is okay!
It is in her relationships with others that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. There is a dynamic balance (or conflict) within Sarah Chatto between acting spontaneously and being true to herself versus modifying herself or her behavior to suit others. Sarah Chatto seesaws between being inordinately concerned with her self to being overly conciliatory and concerned with others' needs, rights, or opinions about her. Learning to act authentically and forthrightly regardless of possible consequences is Lady Sarah Chatto's task.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Sarah Chatto back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Being bound to past events and experiences because of her desire to belong, deep attachments to family and the familiar (even if they are neither nourishing nor helpful), the desire to nurture or be nurtured by others, and a strong resistance to cutting the umbilical cord.
Sarah Chatto has a strong desire to break records and set an example for others through her own achievements. Sarah tends to spur others on to improve results and her relationships with others serve to better conditions.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 10th house
Saturn Opposition Uranus
Saturn Conjunct Moon/Mercury
Saturn Conjunct Moon/Jupiter
N. Node in Cancer
N. Node in 1st house
N. Node Opposition Moon
N. Node Conjunct Mars/Pluto