challenges and difficulties
Lay either overvalues or undervalues his possessions and assets. He can also go to extremes in dealing with bodily needs and desires, being either hedonistic or ascetic. Kenneth Lay may deny himself sensual pleasure and enjoyment of the fruits of his labors. He may also be stingy and unable to give freely. Many times Kenneth Lay feels that he does not have "enough" to make him feel secure, regardless of how much (money, insurance, etc.) he has!
Fear of the unknown, of change, and/or of death may plague Kenneth. He strongly resists changes and transitions rather than greeting them with curiosity or a spirit of adventure, which makes them much harder for him.
On another level entirely, Kenneth Lay is very careful about joining forces, and especially his material resources, with others. Lay wants to keep his own and other people's property and assets very distinct.
He is serious and sincere about his interests, does not accept superficial answers and is not easily placated. Kenneth wants his inspirations to become reality and he does not mind upsetting a few apple carts in the process. Kenneth Lay becomes impatient with others for being hesitant to implement new ideas and take action, and his occasional outbreaks of brusque, insensitive behavior often do more harm than good.
Kenneth Lay has a tendency to be too critical of himself. He may be plagued by feelings of guilt about some past events, leading to further self-doubt. Kenneth must learn to handle his frustration, depression and discontentment and try to overcome his lack of self-confidence.
His disposition is somewhat melancholic and Kenneth Lay could have a rather pessimistic outlook. Kenneth has an inner need to be alone and to deeply meditate on his thoughts. Kenneth Lay takes life seriously and may have been taught early on to learn from his mistakes.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Kenneth Lay instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Kenneth Lay needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
His natural instinct, especially when under stress, is to passively go along with whatever is easiest, refrain from clearly analyzing or assessing his situation and perhaps even try to escape from seeing his situation clearly by indulging in fantasies, intoxicants, and the like. Dreaminess and impracticality, being unfocused and undefined (at least in certain areas) are ways Kenneth Lay copes with stress. Kenneth Lay also has trouble setting limits and saying no.
His development path lies in cultivating discrimination and clarity, becoming more precise, and developing technical and practical skills that will enable Kenneth Lay to function more efficiently in the world. Finding a way to be of practical service is also important.
It is deep within himself, as Kenneth Lay faces his own demons, fears, and struggles - those aspects of life that are not easily or readily shared, those parts of his life that Kenneth Lay keeps hidden from public view where he is most likely to wrestle with these issues.
The qualities described above can also be beneficially channeled into some sort of charitable work, altruistic service or ministering to people in need.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Kenneth Lay back, or which he is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
The tendency for self-indulgence, laziness, and over-reliance on the generosity or affection of others, as well as making love relationships, social life and superficial pleasures more important than anything else in his life.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Taurus
Saturn in 8th house
Saturn Conjunct Uranus
Saturn Conjunct Moon/Mars
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/MC
N. Node in Virgo
N. Node in 12th house
N. Node Opposition Venus