challenges and difficulties
She is very self-conscious and has a great need for ego-affirmation and praise. Expressing herself freely and openly is not easy for Jade. Kendra Jade tends to work hard at playing and "having fun", rather than being light-hearted and spontaneous. Developing self-love and self-acceptance regardless of her "performance" is an important task for Kendra.
She may have vague but ever-present feelings of guilt and fear that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Kendra Jade does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Kendra Jade must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
Kendra Jade becomes tense and upset rather easily. She becomes irritated by the unwillingness of others to make changes. In her eagerness to see her inspirations materialize, Jade is inclined to forego tact and diplomacy in favor of achieving her goals. Her occasional outbreaks of brusque, insensitive behavior often do more harm than good.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Kendra Jade instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Kendra Jade needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Instinctively she is a fighter and an individualist who can stand alone when necessary. Very often, however, Kendra stands alone when she does not need to, not realizing the support, assistance, and resources others may have to offer. Kendra Jade has a tendency to "reinvent the wheel" and to feel that she must be self-reliant and that only she can come up with the answers she needs. Implicit in this attitude is a kind of arrogance as well as a rather competitive approach, which - at its worst - can alienate her from others, or make Kendra Jade feel that "it is me against the world".
Social skills and graces and what Kendra Jade calls social "games" do not come naturally to her. Kendra Jade needs to learn how to share and join others, and how to negotiate and resolve conflict with others in a cooperative way.
It is in her way of thinking, processing information and communicating that Kendra Jade is most likely to wrestle with these issues. In Jade's relationships with neighbors, colleagues, and acquaintances, she needs to try to bring out the qualities described above.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Leo
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Square Uranus
N. Node in Libra
N. Node in 3rd house