challenges and difficulties
MacDonald is wary of becoming emotionally dependent on others, and may distance herself or deny her needs for relationships of closeness and intimacy so that she will not be vulnerable to rejection or abandonment. On the other hand, Kelly MacDonald may cling excessively or need constant reassurance from loved ones and family. Developing a deep, inner sense of security, as well as the ability to give and receive nurturing are important tasks for Kelly.
Her fears revolve around money and material security, and Kelly MacDonald works very hard to ensure that her assets are solid. She may be very conservative, even stingy with her money because she is afraid there will not be enough. She may turn this fear around and become very shrewd about investments and financial matters.
Kelly has an inner conflict between idealism, hope and faith in the future versus doubt and oppression due to limitations and practical realities. Kelly MacDonald needs to develop discipline and patience in order to achieve her aspirations. MacDonald will grow by learning to accept frustration and to persevere in spite of obstacles.
Kelly may find it difficult to express herself, thereby feeling inhibited and lonely at times. She tends to isolate herself from others and her relationships come across as strained. Conditions in Kelly MacDonald's parental home may be oppressive and strained.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Kelly MacDonald instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Kelly MacDonald needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
She is capable of withstanding outside influences and remaining constant and steady on her path, but when under stress Kelly MacDonald becomes downright obstinate and implacable, resisting any change no matter how necessary or desirable the change may be. Tenaciously trying to preserve the status quo and hold on to what she has, she is apt to ignore the subtle signals she receives about needing to do something differently, which often leads to a crisis.
Kelly MacDonald needs to learn the limits of her ability to control life, and to accept and even embrace change and loss of the familiar, in order to allow for new life and growth. "Letting go" is a major life lesson for her. MacDonald also needs to develop a balanced attitude toward her appetites and desires, as Kelly MacDonald tends to overindulge and/or deny herself excessively.
The arena she is most likely to wrestle with these issues is in playful self-expression, games or sports, and creativity. Kelly MacDonald should try to develop any artistic, expressive, creative potentials she feels she possesses, utilizing the qualities described above.
Kelly MacDonald seems to be a loner, rather serious and quiet. Perhaps she is burdened by family conditions that weigh her down. Kelly prefers to associate with older or more authoritative people and is happier in a subordinate position.
She is highly emotional and tends to display her feelings in a theatrical way. Kelly MacDonald seems to enjoy being somewhat eccentric and finds it difficult to adapt herself to others. Although she may seek emotional fulfillment, Kelly does not do well in relationships and teamwork surroundings.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Cancer
Saturn in 2nd house
Jupiter Square Saturn
Saturn Opposition Sun/Moon
N. Node in Scorpio
N. Node in 5th house
N. Node Opposition Sun/Saturn
N. Node Conjunct Moon/Pluto