challenges and difficulties
Jones both yearns for, and fears, being emotionally vulnerable to others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting them get to know her intimately does not come easily to Kaya, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. Kaya Jones is very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, is an important task for Jones.
Kaya Jones has a mature, disciplined, serious attitude toward life that colors everything she does. Caution and realism are her virtues though Kaya limits herself at times by being too careful, shy or fearful, not believing in herself enough, or lacking the required assertiveness. Others find Kaya Jones difficult to get to know intimately, as Jones tends to distance herself from them or to outwardly adopt a rather stern, "adult" demeanor.
She is inclined to preserve and build up her heritage. Others are attracted to her, but at the same time Kaya Jones gives the impression of being unapproachable. Jones tends to hold back her feelings and is somewhat inhibited with others, especially in her love relationships.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Kaya Jones instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Kaya Jones needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Kaya Jones needs to take what she has learned (either through formal education or her own questing and life experience) and share it with others, communicate it or express it in a way that can benefit others. Knowledge and understanding, which does not enhance either Kaya's quality of life or that of persons in her world, is of little real value. Putting Jones' understanding, philosophy, and convictions into practice in her daily relationships, and in the multiple choices she makes every day, will enable Kaya Jones to really test her belief system and discover more about life.
When under stress, Kaya Jones is apt to seek refuge in imagining that the grass is greener elsewhere, rather than working with what is at hand. Kaya Jones needs to cultivate her ability to live in the present!
It is in relationships that are more than superficial or casual - in particular in cases where Kaya Jones has merged emotionally, legally, or financially with another person - that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Jones will see these issues arise in close partnerships of any kind, especially when there is a mutual dependency involved. Dealing with in-laws, inheritances, and legal matters involving joint custody, shared assets, and resources is also a part of this.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Kaya Jones back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
The need to be first all of the time and demonstrate an aggressive or bossy attitude, impatience or irritability; an over-eagerness to use force or violence to gain advantage and the tendency to resort to fighting or using confrontation too quickly.
Kaya Jones tends to have far-reaching associations and a strong desire to be involved with people of high society. She is likely to achieve great success through joint ventures with others and could do well in some form of political activity.
Kaya likes beautiful surroundings and knows how to create harmony in her environment. Kaya Jones loves to be around people and has a strong desire to be influential in social circles.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Scorpio
Saturn in 1st house
Saturn Conjunct Venus/Jupiter
N. Node in Gemini
N. Node in 8th house
N. Node Opposition Mars
N. Node Opposition Jupiter/Pluto
N. Node Opposition Jupiter/Asc.